Good bye 2006!!! **waves**

What a year 06 was! So many changes epiphanies sexies and my buzzword chichis. 06 was a year of change for me. I can say it was the year of domesitcation lol. The year the beast was tamed and hallelujah for that. I havent been more content in my day to day existance than I am now. I can say a year for positive growth. Although im not sure my waistline will agree LOL.

So whats in store for 07? Well more change of course! I will be working for Motorola as of January. I will learn the realities of Real estate taxes and how they effect my return or lack of LOL. I will try to pay off 2 credit cards, try to replace the carpet in my house with wood of some sort. By the end of 07 I hope to refinance my car and if possible and i get a tax return that works for me, Replace my Tub with soemthing more fancy.. start fixing the bathroom and hopefully by 08 be the year we can just sit back and enjoy our work and $$ lol. Oh yeah and I will add 30 pounds to my resoultion. To be posted in 07!

I can't wait!

Monkeys are Jumpeys!

And boobies will always be boobies LOL.

SO New years is just DAYS away! And what does the reubester have planned you ask? Nothing! lol Absolutely nothing. With cashola being tight like it is, i seriously doubt we are going to do anything huge, large, costly.. shit if theres a cover charge forget it lol (most cover charges are 30-50 bucks each, thats not to mention drinks... So we are S.O.L. And i really am ok with it. He doesnt want to drive to SF either, so there goes that one. So we may just stay home hang out with my brother and virginia or my mom and sister who knows. Its not the end of the world, but the beginning of a great year!

I do know that Alex has planned on New Years day though a quick drive to Monterey for the day. Im a sucker for Clam Chowder on the warf :) Ill take it!

Oh last night I rocked that magic bullet with a killer and I MEAN KILLER Eggnog Milkshake.. You pay 3 bucks for that anywhere and they aint never that good. Ice Cream 3 bucks eggnog 2 bucks.. and i have enough for plenty more.. got to make em before the 7th though because thats when Egg Noggy goes baddy =p

The holiday aftermath

What a wonderful time I had this Christmas. We ate drank eggnog and were merry. Ahh life is soooooo precious! We drove up to grandmas, spent the night had the poopies with us. I got sooooo many gifts! SO many Video Games im not even joking. 5 to be exact WOW! Thats a big haul.. And i finally got my Magic Bullet!! Don't confuse it with the silver bullet you dirty minded folks. LOL.

I did get alot of comments personally from my Christmas blog, and that was special. Alot were touched by the message and I hope you kept it close to your heart. Don't sweat the small stuff.. were almost in 07!!! And what a flagship year that will be for many of us.

So I need plans set for new years as of tomorrow.. although alex said he had plans for me now.. hmm... im going to ask him about it. :)

Christmas

So last night i get home and there is a letter from alex's boss and i read it and wow. It really touched me.

It talks about his meaning of Christmas. In the letter he states his mother has Alzheimers and that she is about ready to transition into the next life. It goes on to say that his brothers can't go see her for the holidays in general because its too hard for them. And that he is the only one who goes to spend his holidays with his mother. This past thanksgiving he was there with her and he was brushing her hair and she would just smile at him and just be with her even if she doesn't remember who he is, that smile grounds him. His point was that he appreciates everything around him. Those moments with his mother, the smile and everything else in life. He doesnt sweat the small stuff, and often times we can forget that.

After reading this I felt very humble. Lately things have been one extreme or the other and I have stressed more than I should have. I take too many things for granted when I try not to. Its been one extreme or the next, Im broke, yet I have a roof over my head. I have food in my belly and shoes on my feet and gas in my car.

Its time to take some time and enjoy whats around me. Enjoy my family, my cousins and their beautiful kids, my Grandma and Granpas smiles and hugs. My Brother and Virginia, My Sister, My Mother, Alex and Max. hehe.. good ole Max, my other best friend. My best friends and everyone who is here and for those who aren't. I couldnt have a better life right now. God has been good, and I am thankful and I will enjoy this Christmas and eat and be Merry. Just how it should be.

Merry Chrismas all :) I love you

The tao of the poopies

Yes folks its more like the Tale, or wagging tail =)

So tuesday Max gave me a heart attack. He basically ate 2 boxes of sees candy and chocolate can be lethal for dogs. So i got home he was already spazzing out running around NON stop.. it was crazy. The vet told me that if i didnt take him in he wouldnt live through the night... sigh.. what a terrible ordeal. Anyhow they kept him overnight, cleaned out his system and i got my doggie the next morning. They said he was already going through toxic shock that his body was reacting to the poison.. and that there was a chance he wouldnt make it. I was crying it was terrible... but hes back and im happy.. SOOOOO happy i have my dog. Not happy about the bill lol, but happy about mr Poopies. Im basically broke as a joke right now til after my first paycheck in january. Alex had to take back my xmas gifts to pay for his part. sigh... things could be much worse. It wouldnt be xmas without Max.

Anywho, til tomorrow and the final few days til its alllll over.

oh Stace and Eric, THANK YOU for the yummies... they were amazing... i had no idea either of you were betty crocker or martha stewart.. but you sure worked it out! Love ya both!

Ah well

I can't say I didnt give it an effort. I had entered a contest to get a Wii from Amazon. Well a chance to purchase one and well i was up til midnight to see the results.. and well i lost. I had a 28-1 chance to win the option to buy one.. and it just wasn't meant to be. Im a little bummed, but ill live and just wait til after the new year.

I have a great family, great friends, silly dog and a roof over my head. Thats more Wiiiiiii than I can handle :)

3 more days to go and then its the 4 day weekend and Xmas time... bless your souls friends!

Capitalists go home!

You ass hat capitalist! lol.

So this weekend I was up at the crack o dawn with my mother trying to get me a Nintendo Wii. There were sooo many people everywhere trying to get them. The problem is stores only got 12-20 each it looks like. We were at Target, Circuit City, Best Buy and calling around the world lol.

So why am i annoyed with the world about it? Because people were trying to sell their places in line and people were buying them just to sell them. The other issue is people who camped out got vouchers. They are insane lol. it was like 50 below saturday night. Anyhow supply in demand I guess. Not enough for every family to get one. The second I got home i checked ebay and craigslist and BOOM. millions of them lol. All for double the price.

So no Wii for me.. guess i just play with mah on wii wii that is LOL. (EEEEEEEEEEEEW!!) lol .

Aggression

I have spent most of my life in defensive-aggresive mode. Meaning, I wasnt the kind of person to take crap from people in any walk of my life. If you stepped up, id kick you down. If you got in my face, I would kick your teeth in. Its just the nature of what I thought was right. These last few years have been the change for me as I have made concious efforts to be a different person. I even went to therapy to help me deal with my aggression and anger etc this year. Why would I do this? You know I never used to question my motives until lately. I feel as iff I was letting down people and living life using fear tactics to control my surroundings. It was time a long time ago to be a better person.

We are creatures of habit they say and I will always have the aggro habit in me to break. The being an ass, a dick a jerk etc.. And it will creep out from time to time. I am FAR from perfect. But for me to have peace within and in my heart I needed to change. I needed to calm down, relax, be me with as little aggression as possible. Control my situations by doing the right thing and standing up for what I believe in. Don't get me wrong I can still step up the aggro when necessary, but I have done what I could personally to keep it away as long as possible with great results.

This last year though right when I have had it under control, I have been tested. I have had friends backstab me, friends show their true colors, People mistreating me because they are PMS'ing, or because they feel like it, Family causing drama and jealousy, and high school clique antics far past high school, etc.. And in the end many of these things hurt me and my normal reaction was to turn aggro and control their situation, treat you worse than you treated me.... As I get older I get more sensitive I guess.. however I realized how well I stuck to my guns and the plan for me to be a better person. How well I have handled myself and how my path has changed. Its all how I react, all how I deal with it. And as we close the year in a few weeks and I put this behind me.. I hope I do even better in the following year.

Blogging for the masses

And its time to shake yo asses. Or go to the gym daily to work them off... because its the season of the heffer. AND LAWD knows im no exception to the rule.

Today at work we are doing the holiday potluck. I went the lazy route and pick up the Potatoe Saladito and some cheeps. I didnt feel like cooking up anything honestly. Even though i was passed out asleep last night early.. I took a nap.. woke up waited for alex to come home and passed out before he got there lol. Ah well :) Hes off today. Hopefully well have happy couple evening :)

Any plans this weekend? I have dinner plans with my brother tomorrow night. awwwww fun family love time! WEEEEEEEEE!

Your a mean one Mister Grinch!

Joo Really are a heel! Joo have cookarachas in you chonies, you have mochos in your nose.. Senior Greeeench!

Last night we watched the Grinch awwww.. Nice quality Grinchy time. I love tv holiday flickaroos. And then we tried for the first time in our lifes to cut max's nails ourself. WHOOOH. That was entertaining. I have a scratch the size of texas on my stomach somehow lol. Max was fighting but we did it, we prevailed, and i think we can do it again. Saved us 12 bucks a month getting them done ourselves. Hopefully hell calm down more but overall weee!

Senior Chichi's why do you not call my house lol. I hate you =p Just kidding I love you.. OH can I love to hate you? HA! sexy!!!

Oh Greasy Bear

Its highly entertaining when we watch reruns of your anti lindsay campaign. Its even MORE entertaining when were watching them on E with my mom last night and my mom asks the question "Whats a firecrotch?" Try not to laugh explaining that one. Although it was easy.. I just said MOM Lindsay is a Natural Redhead... and her lightbulb went off. CLICK. DING. She got it folks. EL OH EL.

Life is good. :)

Well it happens.

So Friday I was having a great day. Had a great lunch with my coworkers we left home early.. I was going to go home and play video games and chill with Alex. I get the mail walk up stairs and open an urgent letter. And low and behold my christmas got shot.

Basically it was a urgent bill that I never knew existed because it was sent to an address that I moved from over a year and a half ago. It never went to my last address. So I got the final notice basically saying I owed 1k to Los Gatos Community Hospital for an emergency room visit. So I call my insurance, I call the hospital and im going back and forth and because I dont have 1k and I dont have it in 10 days or go to collections. I fought them went back and forth and well the proof they need I dont have and dont have way of getting it. So im stuck with the bill and i was crying when i was done. That just sucked. I was able to make a payment arrangment with them to avoid being sent to collections. Im trying to refinance next year and the last thing I need is a collections on my credit report that will screw me. Since it was the final notice they couldnt push it past a few weeks for my first payment.

So my extra xmas money i had to finish my shopping is now gone. POOF. I didnt get my coworkers gifts, my grandparents gifts (Alex is buying the Grandpy and Grammys thank god!), the kids gifts, my aunt, etc.. UGH. Alex is going to help me but I feel like hell LOL. But in general I am broke until Mid January to recover from this drama and eat the initial bill payment. Ill have money to eat and gas in my car and well I couldnt be happier. Life happens and it is good and it is bad. Its the Holidays and I have plenty to be thankful for.

Smokey Mountain XXXMas?

When I think of a Smokey Mountain XXXMas.. do you REALLY want to know what i think? Just ask Lumberjack Bob LOL.

Last night I made the killer chicken soup. I add my own kick to mine by adding Cut up Serrano Chiles.. its quite a spicy affair and Delicious. I Didnt have my usual OTHER ingrediant though which is a can of chopped tomatoes.. its quite delicious.. almost tortilla soupish with the tomatoes.. but NOT quite. To finish the evening, a batch of hefferoo Choco Chip Cookies. YUMMAY! DELICIOUSO!

Anyway. Its a rainy weekend starting tonight. I think Ill be cuddling up by the fireplace as much as possible.. Anyone want to cuddle? JUST KIDDIN! I Have Maxxie since alex will be werking. He gets off at like 11:30 Saturday UGH! WHat am I going to do with myself?? /cry

The gay holidays.

I was talking to a good friend of mine a couple days ago and she was telling me that her and her brother don't spend regular holidays with their family together because their parents wont go there with the gay thing and since her brother is gay, he can go home but his bf can't. Its one of those it is what it is things. I can relate:

This is also one of the big reasons why I will probably never spend another xmas with my dad as well or with that side of my family as well. I see it as a block in our life that their beliefs won't let people get past the fact that I am happy, I am not going to change, I am living my life for me and that I am truly blessed to have people in my life who aren't blind enough to see past their noses.

This where I count my blessings because my immediate family meaning my moms side for the most part accept and love US unconditionally. I thank GOD for my grandparents who are just amazing and love BOTH of us. Alex is part of my family, and god willing forever will be. He makes my holidays gay LOL. I can not WAIT til Christmas!!!!

Roo

So i noticed in my house we have a naming convention for all intent and purposes we will call it "Roo". Where did it come from? Who knows.. but let me explain it. In regards to Max, when he is stinky, he is Stinkaroo. If he is sniffing something, he is "Sniffaroo".. etc.. etc.. I find it quite silly... and it makes me happy.. then again it usually revolves around the dog lol. Who also goes by Poops, Peepee's, Maxxie, maxaroo, Max, Maxamillion, Lickeyfacey, little sugah etc..etc... god we are crazy... Crazyaroos that we are! LOL.

Anyone up for some more holiday shopping this weekend? I have a date with Carmensitas on saturday to get my xmas shop on. I still got gifties to get folks!!! WEEEEEEEEEEE

And it is written

Peter was the bomb.. It has to do something with Ted... I KNOW IT. Eden bit the dust, this was obvious. This is sad though because just when we were starting to feel the power of her character, which is overly powerful...a suicide to save her powers from Sylar and poof she was gone. At least it was heavily implied that she is gone and was the hero lost. I think the sacrifice is Nikki. Since she can't be trusted. Peters a power monger.. i can't wait to see what happens.. i know he doesnt die though. hes too pivotal. The Haitian wtf is up with him? I bet he works for Linderman watch! and I am sorry folks, but i have a Sylar fetish.. I think he is hot.. and whats odd is hes sorta average.. but i wouldnt mind being locked up in his cel LOL. Ah well January 22nd it is... we will wait won't we. To the rest of the TCC (Text Comadre Crew) We will need new material to last us til then. Any ideas?

So I got my haircut last night and im not too sure im feeling it. It looks OK, but im not too sure if i should have gotten it cut differently. me and my thinning head. and thats alot of head.

Salutations from the chichi gallery!

Does anyone else enjoy the holiday spirit as much as me? I LOVE the feeling of fall/winter, the closeness it brings to you and yours. The cold nights, the approaching holidays, the gifts, the drinky, the eating, the warmth of the fireplace, the Pine scents, ahhhhh and don't forget the LOVING. MMHMMM! Can i just tell you, that aint jack frost nipping at your you know whats, you know where! LOL DIRTY MINDED PEOPLE! It's all your fault! Keep your lovies close and keep warm with cuddling and the Whoopie! HAHAHAH DO YOU REMEMBER THAT???

We did lots of shopping this weekend and its quite a happy time for us. Im looking forward to the week, the coming weeks and the good times. I am pretty broke right now lol. Til next payday at least.. then im going to finish up that last shopping..weeeee!!!

Have a HAPPY HEROES MONDAY!!!

The blogger and the chichi

Yes it is a happy day because its the chichi.. and OMG you know what we missed ugly betty last night /cry!!! Its okay we are going to watch it tonight on the computer. Thank god for the big monitor.. well just sit and watch it :) weeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

Also I FINALLY picked up the Chavella Vargas "Live at Carnegie Hall" cd... and whooooah. Its hauntingly beautiful. If your a fan of rancheras from an old soul who virtually sounds like she is clinging to life at times.. its a must.

I also picked up Mejico Maxico by Mexican Institute of Sound. And another must have. Mirando a las muchachas is so loungy fun, and the cd is a audial treat of sounds. Its a very different sound, i would say if you like Kinky or Manu Chao, then you would appreciate the sexiness of this cd.

Okay done with the music.. its friday, TGIF!!!!! Im doing shopping this weekend.. anyone coming with?

The Turkey Highlife

And the sashimi of the shoe! AND WHAAAT!?

So in my little housie i realized that its time to fix my radiant heater downstairs.. its kinda an odd concept but it works. Radiant heating is usually in the floor and works very well. Its efficent and comfy.. However OURS is in the ceiling.. not unheard of, but just rare and it really works. Upstairs will always be warm because of it.. and im okay with that. However consideirng it was like 35 degrees this morning, i believe its time to get downstairs to the warmth ive grown to love. But just how much is this going to cost? UGH i have no idea..is it worth it? OY! no idea too lol.. wouldnt it just be cheaper to buy a heater downstairs, like a portable lovie heater? Probably.. why am i bringing this to the blog? Because im cold damnit! GIMME COFFEE!

Charlie Brown

Its a Merry Xmas Charlie brown! Last night we lit up the fireplace with the crackling logs i just bought.. OOOO FANCY! LOL!! Charlie Brown Xmas was on and we were all cuddly wuddly watching that classic. Ahhh good times, life is good!

Times like that keep my sanity level in check and make a strong relationship stronger. AMENS! lol

On a small note, I figure Fake is the new IN thing lately. So fake folks check your plastic selves at the door. Its the holidays, Use your plastic for charging your xmas presents, notfor leaving the house wearing it! YA DIG??

Paz.

Better late than never!

So I just got out of my Benefits meeting with Motorola. WOW! What a nice change! We are getting some major overhaul benefits.. I dont want to jinx me, so im just going to say that it was HUGE and I hope all goes well. In the interim enjoy the xmas shopping, the happy times for the happy cow and get my ass to work. UGH!

Weekend Shinanigans and Turkey and BROKE!

LOL. Can you guess what I did this weekend? 3 Words, Heffer, Broke, Sexy. ( I have to have sexy in everything, else it just aint Reubensitos!).

Wednesday Night, I worked it out at the queezie, getting my drank on, my oscarchichis on, my shake that on. I had a blast, lemme tell ya. I didnt get overly drunk, or hungover or anything. I was just the right amount of tipsy, enough to dance to smack that with Ricky lol.

Thursday was thanksgiving, AWWWW I LOVE BEING THE HEFFER at grandmas. Like super heffer. Like 5 plates, 2 pies, 4 long islands.. JUST KIDDING. no dranks, just eggnog =p.

Friday My ass was up at 6 at the mall, getting my shopping on with what I could call the ugliest Zoo since a party at Antonios. (JUST KIDDING!). I went for broke, but got about 95% of my shopping done. FABULOUS! I am a little broke til payday though lol. Awwww HOLIDAYS!!!

Anyhow i did lots of shopping, gaming, being sexy, lots of quality time with alex and family. I couldnt have had a better 4 days. I can't wait til xmas. OH we hung our stockings above the fireplace. AWWWW!!!

Keep your loved ones close!

And your chichis closer! Its the holiday season and many of us ready to trek out of town or get your clubbing clothes ready for the biggest night of the club year. I want you all to drive safe, be cautious, WEAR YOUR SEATBELTS AND DONT DRINK AND DRIVE and make sure you enjoy the season. Thank the lord for granting you another year on this planet to enjoy your holidays.

On that note, i found out yesterday that a friend of mine was killed in a drunk driving crash saturday night. http://www.mercurynews.com/mld/mercurynews/news/breaking_news/16060013.htm

He wasnt wearing his seatbelt. While the details are still sketchy, its a tragedy none the less. It really brings back memories of when we lost Lorenzo, so this hits close to home.

I also just got a call on the way to work that my uncle is in the hospital and they cant operate on him because they think he wont make it. So he gets to spend the holidays in a hospital bed while they build his strengh up to take care of him. =( so its a little somber for me right now

So peoples, i love you and just be safe and eat lots of turkey!!

The weekend warmup with Where the F did my Greys go?

LOL!!! Like the words of the infamous and busty trash IT girl Anna, TRIMSPA BABY! well.. JUST FOR MEN BITCHES! LOL.

So the shopping bonanza has begun in casa Reubensitos Y Alejandro Perez Guadalupe Horchata Luz Fernandez Perez And Max. lol. I picked up some shinanigans for Alex and hes done, except one thing. I needed him to try on his sweatsuit and see if he hated it. so i could get my cash back and buy him something else and LOW AND BEHOLD. PICKY UGLY HATED IT! lol.. so tomorrow im taking it back and im buying him his stupid guitar instead. UGH! He better like the Ipod Shuffle I bought him else ill punch him in the face and say YOU WANT CHRISTMAS BITCH? BETTER GO ASK YO MAMA, CUZ YO DADDY IS DONE! shooo. lol However hes done.

I need to get some gifts done, hopefully Gabi and Arezou are still down for the 6 o clock runs everywhere friday. CROSS MY TOES AND MY FINGERS!!

Oh I paid my stupid Property taxes and the suplimentals.. weeeee!

No Ps3 for me

No Ps3 for you either. The devil is in the details there. If you got one, you suck. If you didnt get one, it sucks to be you LOL! Anyhow I didnt want one anyway lol. I know plenty of folks who tried to get one, and they didnt make the cut or get lucky.

Anyhow its friday and im still on my Ugly Betty high from last night. Was that not the funniest shit ever! I loved when Marc and Amanda played dress up with that little routine. HILARIOUS! Stace and Eric do that now and then. (LOL).

Enjoy the shopping frezy weekend. Whats on YOUR xmas list?

Paz

The end is here!

UGH LAGUNA is over.. and i must cry. What will I do with my wednesday nights? You know I never missed an episode lol. That show channeled my inner 15 year old...bless my heart for having it be as such. I was disapointed with the ending though. It sorta drug and was trying WAY to hard to be emotional. Although when Cameron started to cry, i would have hugged him to console him, no questions asked! Come here you bumbleboo of love! AWW BUMBLEBOO!!

Its fine, I still have Ugly Betty and Heroes, which are by far the best shows ever. in the exsitance of shows. Something about super powers and Drama in the fashion world that just call a gay boy you know. My spidey senses call it FABULOUS teh-veh!!

Anyhow take care friends. TTYL MY BUMBLEBOOS!

The cards you have been dealt.

Life choices: We make choices and decisions daily, good and bad, with varying degree of effect. And it all depends on who what where you stand that you have to stand behind your decisions. If there is one thing i have learned is to THINK about your actions before you take them or speak. Taking a stand for what you believe is right at the time is no crime. And I did just that recently and its tossed me down a few notches on the ladder of social acceptance. What I find interesting, is lately I was never really on it to begin with or shall I say, I wasnt on it for quite some time.

So I am taking slack for doing what was right at the time, yet the more i think about it, did it matter? Was it worth the feeling of disassociation? I think so. Becuase I am standing by my decision with no regrets. Was it a sellout? Nah, there are other things that I could have done or said to "sell out", and that was not the path I took. I have been honest and open and didn't hide my agenda to no one.

So the summary: I have peace inside about it and im okay with the cards I was dealt and the hand that was played. I am standing by my decision 100% like a wise Sisco-ite once told me. God and Life is good and I have too many great things going on the outside to keep me going, like seeing my Grandma and Grandparents smiles this Thanksgiving. I can't wait!

Ready for your xmas shopping?

Sylar!

OMGWTFBBQ! Is Heroes not getting super intense!!!!? Last nights episode was way cool, even if I was upset when Charlie went down for the count. That was creepy. BUT the more you think about it, Remember Hiro's perfect english a while back. I have a feeling hes going to change her future, and hes ALSO going to learn English from her. Just watch! And The dad isnt a bad guy afterall.. I also read that NBC bought 22 episodes total of the show, so it looks like we have a looong running series. YAY!!!!!!

I WANT A HEROE POWER! how about i have a HERE HOE power instead? Id like that! SEXY!

Todays Ashleys birthday! So give her a buzz people. Awwww 19! WTF.. next year shell be 20.. omg im so old....

Boutique in Heaven

Does anyone know that song? Sexay! like meh!

Anyhow what a freaking weekend. Talk about the joneses and the moanses and the turkeys and the lurkeys. Well lets start with Friday and the Good news!

Good Technology aka the company ive been at for 2 years was acquired... yep we are now HELLO MOTO! lol. Motorola is the key to my corazon! Anyhow so we are going to ramp through a crazy transition, like no other. Aparently Jan/Feb timeline I will be a Motorola Employee. Crazy huh. Good news though, Stock vesting, paid out, conversions etc.. much better benefits than what we have most likely. Its time to be a superstar and make that Moto know you KNOW, ya heard?

On to other things. Sexy times this weekend, hanging out with an old friend for mosta saturday. Flaking on the party at Antonios. Chilling and relaxing for the weekend waiting for the week to see whats gonna be happenin this week.

All I can say is life and God is good. Making it through life another year healthy and happy is all i could ask for.

The holidays are aproaching, its time to be with your familys and shop and be happy. SO BE HAPPY DAMNIT!

Dudez! WTF! FED-EX, LAGUNA OH MY GAWD!

So what a gossip whore day it was. Lets start with the obvious. Fed-Ex. WTF is this guy thinking. I hope he grows balls one day realizing that to be a productive person in society let alone a father, you need to get a job. Then stop being obvious and trying to mooch off Britneys cash. Its great that she didnt make any or much money when you 2 were married. HAHAHAH! I heard your cd and it sucks, its completely un-original, tacky and you need to quit the delusions. Stop trying to act like your a caring father, if you gave a real shit, you would have stayed with Shar and taken your other 2 kids or fought for them. Your weak.. Money Grubbing no talent. Go back to dancing for dollars.

Now lets talk Laguna. OMG did you not die when they got signed on to Sony Epic? WOW! Awesome. What about Breanna, I cant believe shes the bitch she is. Like get over yourself. Your colors come across as nasty skank. You wear them well. OH and what about Tessa and Derek. Hoochie time. Your young enjoy being a trick, Derek doesnt care about you. He just wants some sugah... =p. Also whats up with the prom invites? WTF. Are they getting married? LOL.

Okay til tomrorow.

Better late than a Chicken

Thats what I always say!

So last night we went and priced floor. Well with Max in the house, aka Mr PeePees lol. We need to get something for the occasional oops i forgot to walk him moments. And we are looking for about 700' of flooring to cover the livable spaces.. I THINK. Then we are thinking that maybe we can do downstairs first, then upstairs second or visa versa.. Anyhow floor costs about 2-4 bucks a square foot. And Labor is 2.50 a square foot as well to have it installed.. So why not just do it ourselves? LOL I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO! UGH!!! I think were going to buy floor for downstairs for now and see how to get it done. I need a book. HELP ME!

Im baaaack

So The weekends over, life is back to normal sort of. Now the Holiday festivities begin. Its a crazy journey i tell ya. But let me tell you about my Crazy Journey to Didknee!

So Lets start with The Hotel. We stayed at the Anabella Hotel, which is one of the nicer places. YOu know, Down bedding, Marble bathroom with Pedistal Sink. We even had our own patio with table and chairs. We enjoyed it.. oh lemmeh tell ya!

Disney was off the hook as usual. We had such an awesome time Friday, Got on plenty of rides and what do you know my moms friend hooks it up with 3 day hoppers. So we skip Disney and we jump over to California Adventures for a sexy time. Saturday we did Knotts Ghetto Farm. Which was fun and im so glad i got the AAA passes for really cheap. Otherwise full price for that place isnt worth it. Anyhow then we go North a bit to meet up with friends at the Guadalajara grill and we grub on authentic mexican food.. With a Live Mariachi band playing and it was wonderful. Good times, Good Friends, Good Eats.. we end the night with 4+ hours of Disneyland again. Watch the Fireworks and call it a night...

Sunday is the drive home but we decide to go Back to California Adventures (3 day hopper why not lol) And i TURN into the devil Pin Trader! OMG I have a new hobbie!! Disney Pin Trading.. yes it makes me uber geek, but i was already that lol. Anyhow we come home, rest and relax.. and happy times.

Work of course is tragic mess with so many to do's and so little time.. so yesterday i was workin my ass off.. today is no different.. so Heroes? Did you love it like I knew I did? I KNEW Micah would have powers, it only makes sense... dads a heroe, moms a villan i think... and I now think the radioactive man last night is the one that IS the atomic bomb...

Well Golly Gee Mickey

You mean them peoples are coming again? YEP WE SURE ARE YA MOUSE! THE SPICS ARE IN THE HOUSE! lol. Yes, tonight we drive out yonder for another day at Disney, and a day at Knotts berry farm. Can you say woot woot?! Happy Times are here again! And its going to be a mini get away. Were staying at the lovely Anabella Hotel in Anaheim.. ooooo sexy! And I cant wait!!!

So there will be no post tomorrow, so dont cry, dry your eye. Otherwise ill punch you. =p

Anyhow, i have a couple people to watch the lovies so hell be kept good company.

So before i go. OMG LAGUNA BEACH! WTF IS UP WITH TYLER. HE is the Gayest person ever! Ugly, gay, and needs to get over his little girlies thing. I know he takes it in the face now and then. MMMHMMM!! SLUT! hahahaha..

Til next week!!!

Post Mortum Halloweenie

So yesterday was a blast. We had a huge Halloween shindig at work. ALOT of costumes. I didnt place in no contest, but i was okay. I was very Paris Hilton for like 20 seconds of my life with all the flash bulbs going off when i was up. Ahhhh i was like PAPARAZZI! I KNOW IM SEXY BUT DAAAAMN! I was way rooting for the Jenny though. She brought it, me thinks. I do feel the first place winner was cheap. it was clever, but cheap and not really costumey. That was such a biased idea, but thats just me and my shinanigan ideas in my noggin.

SO November is here! WOOAHOOAHOOAHOO! This is Disney week. I leave tomorrow night. My brother is going to take care of the Maxxie poops while were gone.

With November comes the cold snuggly weather. Im so buying some logs for the cold chilly days. Get some Hot Cocoa in the mix and we are so Fall! Now Holiday shopping banaza begins. I have to start thinking bout what to buy and for who. WHat are you buying me for xmas? I prefer food =p cuz thats what a fat bitch loves the most. mmmhmmm

Til tomorrow

Are you feeling sexy??

I know I am. lol. I love my this years costume. In fact we have so many killer costumes here! WEEEE!!! The I love Lucy better win! She worked it OUT! Go on miss Jenny. Pics will be posted tomorrow

So anyhow, i got my mop cut last night, hung out with mom and sister and what did we do? WATCHED HEROES!!!!!!!!!!!

Did you not LOVE heroes? like LOVE LOVE heroes?? Last nights was pretty pivotal. However i had already guessed alot about it. I KNEW Nicky had been the killer and that Micahs dad was in jail for it. I however thought he was protecting her, not that she framed him. That is intense. And i sooooooo love Hiro! like I love him even more every episode. I had a sword. LOL!!!!!!!!

Sexy weekened

Yep there was a shinanigan shindig this weekend and it was off the hookah. So how did it go down? I dont know ask the porcelin god and how im sure many of us worshiped him lol.

Well we went to Sals party and they went all out. Halloween creepy walkway, dj in the house, fire dancer guy, big fire pit outside.. plenty of people. Great costumes! (Kudos Mamogram guy lol). There was plenty of people and it went off without a hitch. I had my sexyMatador fit on, Oscar was a beercan of love, Alex was Alex. Awww good times. I was blitzed, got hit on by a group of dancing girlies thinking i was sexy WELL I WAS! lol. And then the end of the night, topping it off by this other random girl who was hitting on me and alex walked up and i told her he was my bf and she goes nooooo. You dont like boobies? LOL! omg.. that was soooo funny. No I like boobies, just not yours HA!

This weekend was off the hook, i had a blast.

OH remember heffer beast who took my game? Well I FOUND A COPY! I picked it up and i thought. HA you fat beast, I hope your 360 blows up. And boy did i play that game out. WOW.. good stuff! YAY! 3 more days til Disneyland TOOT TOOT!

My encounter with the heffer

So, I have a little story. And im going to be verbose, because its my blog lol. And let me tell ya how I really feel.

So Yesterday after a Long day at work I go to frys to pick up Marvel Ultra Alliance for the xbox360. I look and none.. so i go to ask the guy at the counter. So while hes looking i see a fat older guy beer belly dirty white tshirt, very balding.. dirty old man (for the purposes of my evil, his name is Heffer)with a copy in his hand. So i say obviously it exists he has one. So the heffer hears me. And the same time the Frys worker goes we only have in one copy. Great. So Holy Heffer has no life says laughing "This guy looks like he wants to beat me up for my game". Um yeah fat ass, your THAT cool and I SO wish I was you right now with that game in my hand. He then says to me, "Ill trade you if you find me a copy of Nacho Libre". I completely ignore ugly, because well what else am i supposed to do. Toss this guy a Number 5 supersized and a instructional manual on "How to get a life by not looking like Sin, because SIN is ugly and so is he." So to make the story worse... I get something else, and im in line and HEFFER is next to me looking at me taunting me with his fatness because like a moth to a flame, you cant stop staring at a train wreck of ugly sin. Anyhow lady tells me ATM or Credit, to which i say ATM.. so dumb Frys employee asks me for my ID. So EVIL me replies and I raise my voice. MY ID? MY Pin number is my ID. She gives me the eeeew go to hell look. I leave and I hate the world. Ahhh venting over.. and no i never got my game /cry.

Anyhow on to happier notes. Did you watch Ugly Betty last night? Why is her Nephew getting gayer and gayer. I about died when he said he was Fred Estair.. And I am really starting to love Willamena. She is the equivalent of all gay boys and how they wish they could be when they get older. Fabulous, Bitchy and Evil... ahh to be the gay. Ain't that right Stace?!

Holy Chichis! I missed a day!

Blame it on the devil, blame it on the RAIN yeaaaah. Or you can Blame it on this cold.. that had me up late at night. Yep i am an official sicko. Which I don't mind being at times. Staying in and sleeping is a good thing. But staying in and working isnt fun. I shoulda just turned off the ringer lol. Ah well.

So im in a dilema. I need to find a sitter for the doggie in like a week for 3 days. Does anyone know of a Doggie Hotel or want to stay at my place to keep Maxie Poops company or at least come and feed and walk a doggie? The 3rd,4th and 5th of November is the dates we are skeedaddling to family goodness.

On another Dilema, I have 2 video games alex could possibly buy me for my birthday. Do I want Guild Wars Nightfall or do I want Marvel Ultimate Aliance? What do you think?

The Poopies

Today is the day the poopies is getting his little surgery on his paw. Hes a happy little dog this morning of course hes clueless... hes going to go there, get all excited, jump around he he he he he.. and just be a Max. ooo doctor, jumps up and down, hey whats that.... ZZZZzzzzz.. LOL. yep thats about how its going to play out. Then i pick him up at 5, and hes going to be a zombie mess lol.. walking crooked.. 600$ later.. Good Times!

Which reminds me, we are going on a weekend vacation on the 3,4,5th. And I need someone to watch him for me, well meaning walk him twice a day and feed him. ANY VOLUNTEERS???? Otherwise its doggie daycare for maxxie and thats spensive! EEEK!

Well got lots to do... MUAH

So what did I spend my weekend doing? LOL GUESS! Friday morning i got a IM from my friend in so cal saying she had FREE HOPPER PASSES and parking for disney good for only saturday. and she couldnt get rid of them. Well i pick up the phone call my mom and wallah, instant family travel plan. So for less than 100 bucks including gas and food and Hotel each. We left work, got our stuff, drove to Anaheim for a awesome weekend. So for under 100 bucks, out of my pocket BOOM instant Travelitus.. to the Happiest Place on Earth. Heres the Pic Link: http://www.flickr.com/photos/reubensitos/

So im exhausted today, got alot to get done and happy times are on the way. MUAH PEOPLES!

Are you smoking your poncho?!

Friday is Pieday! Did ya know this fact?! GO HURRY Put on your reboso and skeedaddle andale! Its Pie day! Buy a Pie, save a baker I always say. LOL

So its the post ugly betty discussion. What did we learn last night. Being honest is the Betty thing to do! And Fat Carol went there. Ignacio is using MY social security whoda thunk! I mean in that Fleamarket Sheik place. And I am SOOOOO Amanda! lol. Did you watch her throw down like a heffer under stress. LOL!!! SOOOOO ME! Oscar, YOU my sister are Fat Carol. Ya eat grilled cheese and slept with the hottie and spilled the beans! Dont you lie to me! We saw it! And the advice given to her nephew Justin by Marc awwwwwww that was a moment. Little gay boys are getting lessons here! **tear**

So to the weeekend Fat Carols and Amandas, please have a safe fun one. Make sure you have your costume ready by now as well. Im picking out mine this weekend. What are you going to be? If i could find a guadalajara poncho, i would SO be ugly betty!!

Sleepys meepys and the gilophagus googoo

WTF lol. Dudes im so freaking tired. I just want to go to bed, get some sleep, eat an eyeball, take a nap, bug my dog, get some more lseep, play some video games, get some sugar.. and go to bed. If i could take off tomorrow for sleepytimes, i sure in the hell would.

So we did the sexy double date last night with 2 of my pasty giants of good lookiness. We did Consuelos at Santana Row , got some coffee, Tapas Deliciouso! um YUM. Just ask Stace about his Bacon Wrapped Shrimp LOL! GOOD TIMES!!!

Then we made it home for the Train Wreck that Laguna Beach has become. Its getting super evil... like lately its been bad drama... but i cant stop watching. i need feel good tv like Ugly Betty tonight. either that or Oscar doing his sexy dance video.... now thats good Television!

Marriage

Marriage these days is taken for granted. The divorce rates are as high as ever. What is supposed to be this personal sanctuary of love and warmth, that turns cold or worse. I have family who are divorced, friends who are divorced, hell my moms divorced. Its one of those, well its not working out, call the lawyer. I dont get it. Love is so many things to so many people though. So where do people go wrong? God only knows. I have seen far too much divorce in my life. And honestly its painful to watch anyone go through it.

If I were to one day be able to Marry, I would without a shout of a doubt. I have gold in my hands. Its special, every moment is special. Even the bickering at times, the fighting. But the Trust, Love and Patience keep us together. Its just how it is and I pray that it will forever be.

Oh Snap!

So Disneyland is 2.5 weeks away... Happy times for the happy family with the gay boys who look like sexy beasts! LOL. Speaking of Sexy Beasts, did you watch Heroes last night?!?! OMG! Why is this show soooo good. And whoda thunk Senior Politician was that Godly. He is now my new target of more gratuitous chest scenes please!

So the plot thickens but dear lord i couldnt get over my gonna be senitor Nathans sexyness. Anywho. So did you realize his brothers powers? Peter to ME looks like his power is he is like Rogue. Remember how he said he could only use powers around his brother. I THINK that he can dopplegang another persons powers. Meaning he has the ability to use their powers. On the same note if you THINK about it. If thats true, HE is key to battle Syrus if he can copy his power. Hmmm Theories..... i love it. and OMFG!! DO YOU NOT LOVE HIRO SUPER NINJA HIGHLANDER WITH PERFECT ENGLISH!!!!!!! LE WOOT!

Anyhow, time for work my Lustie in the Dusties.

PAZ

Moondai

The evelotion of ME. and the MOONDAI and did you know i just paid off 3 credit cards this weekend! LE WOOT! Of course I do this in the wake of Friday knowing that my doggie needs surgery on his paw. He all of a sudden had this growth. My poor baby! He doesnt know the difference and it obviously doesnt bother him, but vet said they should remove it and run tests to see if its a cyst, a tumor, benign etc... UGH! how much is this going to cost me? almost 600 bucks... Is it worth it? YEP, i would do anything for my little poops.. but it sure does suck! Of course this is in the wake of our Disneyland Trip in a few weeks. So it just means to tighten the belt until then. but DAMN 600 bucks.. well 300 from me 300 from alex. Do they have some sorta dog insurance? We have Banfield but shit.. that only saves us 15% and covers the hospital visits. DAMNIT! lol.

So today I am starting my new job duties at work! So wish me luck i have alot of work ahead of me, but i will make it happen. and this is VERY exciting!!!!

Wash your minds, wash your souls

Use some Clorox and get them sparkly clean. Turn down the drama in your life, in your heart and keep the closest things to you, closer. When things are starting to look down, at home, AT WORK, in your love life. Turn them around. Focus on the positive and make it work for you. Keep it positive, and you will have a positive day. If it still aint working, thank god for LIQUOR! Sometimes its hard to keep the positive in perspective, but it can be done! Or I can be done? DAMNIT! does that mean im easy? hmm.. easier mebbe. actually with liquor im a 2 drink minimum hoe lol.

So Laguna.. yes its that time. I really am starting to hate Cameron. Hes a total asshole and Jason was an ass too, but he was no where NEAR the level of jerk face than Cameron. And yesterday I realized that even though hes got a cute face, he has a ugly heart. Nothing sexy bout that. Dont fuck with what you cant keep, unless you can fuck with no feelings.. then your a player and lemme tell ya if you can do that, your a jaded hoe lol. Been there done that, did you probably, JUST KIDDING!

snugglee booglees, te amo!

Sleep is a good thing.

I dont know why i never get enough. I turn off my video games at 11 now. And try to get some sleep. BUT alex and i were just bla bla bla talk about this, talk about that.. awww come here maxie.. annoys the dog.. then probably 45 minutes later i pass out lol. I need to train myself to just lay down and zonk the heck out. I took a shower before bed, and was quite comfortable. I need to start reading. I hear more sugar helps that too.. hmm...

Anyone got any good book recomendations? Like Fantasy Magic Dragon goodness. Ive read all of Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Dragon Lance Series, Leminy Snicket, Hitchikers Guide to the Galaxy, Juxtaposition series.. and the Mercedes Lackey Bards Tale Series books.. any idears on new literature to entice my mind and help me get my Z's... Nytol will help you get your Z's..... LOL

The Heroes and the Chi Chi

OMFGWTFLAZERPEWPEW!!!! Did you not watch Heroes last night and go WHOAH! That show is starting to get intense and VERY VERY cool. So I think my theory meter is going crazy right now. So right now my theorys are. Syrus has powers as well, but hes using them for bad. Syrus is somehow the assasin of the power people. Probably for research. I also think he is tied to the dad. Who as you can see has a special interest in the heroes. What the hell is up with the black guy at the bar who made my copper go down that no one seemed to notice. WEIRD.

Well it looks like im going to disneyland after all YAY! life is good, life is special, life is good and special! Now i just get to put my day off request for the friday. Looks like well be leaving on a friday and coming back on a sunday. Ooooo yeah. **does the disney dance** (its almost like the safety dance except no silly 80's hats).

The blogger tells all

Why do I blog? Its for many reasons, one thing I did over the weekend was i took at look at my blog archives. And what was there, History. A history of things that went on, things that affected me at the time. And Its sorta a text snapshot of my life. Its my book, its my diary. I leave it for everyone to see, and many see it. Many have shared these times with me. It makes sense. Thank you folks! Ill blog til my fingers fall off :) so keep readin!

So did anyone watch the Game this weekend? DID THE RAIDERS NOT GET SMOKED! WOOHA! They sure did!

The word for the day is Ambiguity: Learn to live with it, learn to define it so it becomes less Ambiguous. I certainly am facing it lately. Lets see where this A word takes me lol.

The poopies

So yesterday Alex dropped off maxxie to get his teeth cleaned. Turns out they did a full on check up, did some teeth extractions and I HAD NO IDEA. So hes like go get max, sure. Well they tell me, okay mr aguilar, its going to be 162$$$ OMGWTFLAZERPEWPEW! That was super unexpected. And THAT was my insurance money /cry. DEBILS! my soul is hurt. My poor baby though, awww poopies was a lethargic mess. All doped up on drugs. Was actually walking sideways LOL. you had to see it. He would try to sit up and would tip and teeter til i would make him lay down, then he would just pass out. I would press him every 20 minutes to make sure he was breathing, poor little pumpkin.

On to happier note :) Did anyone watch Ugly Betty? OMGWTFBBQ! That was HILARIOUS. This show was 10x as funny as the first one. I also realized that its one liner heaven. so to ALL the Gina Hyenas, Mexican Banshees, Empanada Girls, ghetto bitches with 50 cent weaves (OMG HAHAHAH) and to me The Amanada's who are STILL prettier.... (LOL THANKS BEE!) Ya all need to watch this show! Its quality Teh Veh .. and the Underdog always wins! HA! Good times.

Happy Friday!

The evolution of Robin Thicke

Its no secret, I am a music whore. In fact I buy just about every CD that speaks to me in some way or another. Thank god for ITUNES! LE WOOT! (accepting ITUNES MONEY ANY TIME OF THE YEAR!). Well this is all about my latest purchase. The Evolution of Robin Thicke is an album that is obviously a labor of love from a rare tallent. Robin Thicke is the son of Alan Thicke from growing pains fame.

Robin Thicke had released a single earlier that was so silky smooth and fun, you had to get down to it at the club, every time it hit the floor. "Love you girl" with Pharrel was gold in my opinion. This cd came out some time later, obviously meticulously put together. Its Sultry, Funky, Delicious and some tracks are perfect for them baby making moments (closes eyes). Lyrically some of these songs are very touching. Pay attention to the words of Angel and Lonley World. This guy is easily the next Maxwell. This is a 5 star release, sample it on itunes, check it out, but get it. If you love good sexy music, This is it.

Okay thats about it today. Get the cd, buy me itunes money and buy me breakfast im hungry~

Uninspired

Today I am feeling a bit underinspired. I have plenty o things to think about, nothing of which feels important. I have plenty of meetings today, again feeling uninspired abou them. I slept well, went to bed early. I can't explain this, i just am today.

Pray we can do the disneyland trip this year. I am crossing my fingers and toes for Alex to make his part work. Wish us luck, i miss Mickey Mouse :)

The Puzzle

There is a puzzle that I am a part of, yet I don't feel like I fit in. Its quite an interesting place to be. When you try, yet its just not happening. Where do i focus? Do i look elsewhere? What is this post about? If you know me, you know. If you don't well then you don't. Me enfade, no se que hacer.

Did anyone watch Heroes last night? OMG I LOVE IT! its getting so good. Hiro is the bomb! hes my main fella.

Gonna keep it short, simple, stupid LOL. MUAH!

Eternity

It feels like an eternity yet its only been a year since ive heard your laugh, heard you cry, seen you smile, seen that beautiful face. I am thankful for every day we were given as friends. You were my superstar bitch, i miss you, i love you pekapeka. This pic is one of our finest memories.. captures us well don't it? Makes ya say Weeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

To everyone who called, texted, left me a myspace message, sent me your happy thoughts through food, DRINKS, oh god the drinks this weekend. Thank you. I appreciate you and love you. Boy did I make out on gifties this year! Clothes, LOTS of clothes. i basically got a new wardrobe. No joke. lol. It was a special birthday indeed. Alot of love from those who made the effort to show it. You are my superstars!

Taxes Schmaxes!

Well before we talk about taxes.. DID YOU SEE UGLY BETTY LAST NIGHT!! WE LOVED IT! It was really cute and I must admit was a saucy and over the top treat. its got some trashiness, plenty of sexy people, drama, silly.. and you cant help but love and root for the underdog Betty. I love the sidline stories going on. I love her. I love the show. Im hooked on phoenics.

Anyhow bout the taxes.. the suplimental tax bill came in and we were told the suplimental bill would end up running almost 2k. and we thought it would be due by the end ot the year. Well we were half right sorta. Its ONLY going to be 1k and thats 500 by Dec 10th and the other 500 in April. OMGWTFLAZERPEWPEW! happy times inthe casa de la chichi.

Okay So everyone call me on my birthday so i know you love me! We decided this morning that we are doing lunch at Elephant bar sunday at noon. So if you want to join the little lunch table of birthday goodness, please let me know =) I may get my dance on saturday night, so gonna pray for the UN-Hangover so i can enjoy my grubbing. WEEEEE!!

TGIF!

The smell of sexiness

What is it to you? Is it her Perfume, her hair, other things =p and don't let me get started on whats sexy to a gay boy hahaha! But seriously, its interesting how a single scent can get ya lucky or get ya a HELL NO. Everyone should have a thing. I know mine! And its ME! HAHAHAH I SMELL SO GOOD TODAY! i love sexy cologne! makes me want to get lucky lol! so who wants me first??? =p

So i need ideas for sunday. gonna either have some friends come over for a lil shindig or do we go have lunch? if so where? chile's?

Anywho, So did anyone watch Laguna last night? I have to admit last night i really started getting annoyed at the richness of it all? These damn kids are WAY more spoiled than last seaons batch by far. Oh my coach bag, my gucci shoes, my 6k shopping allowance a month, that expensive ring i bought you for being my gf.. WHATEVER. Oh Tyler, your gay, your going to be gay, THE gay with Gucci shoes (WTF Tyler you have gucci shoes?) and a shoping budget from mommy and daddy that is the equivalent that i make in a month. I hate you, you ugly gay boy lol, so leave Kyndra alone. Shes way too young for you, and you need to just date a boy and get over your very very bad hair and your unmasculine ways and accept it sister. Oh speaking of, yours is a bitch lol. She went to prom to spy on your GF lol. LAME. She is hot though. but lame.. its not cool. GOD I LOVE LAGUNA!

Ill leave you with this.... UGLY BETTY IS ON TONIGHT! OH YES IT IS, OH YES WE WILL WATCH AND HAVE FUN! TTFN

The devil calls?

Do you answer the phone? or do you, send him to Gods voicemail? =p

So i saw a car like mine today all ghettofied. Meaning, slammed, rims, black windows and pinstripes.. whats even worse, I LIKED IT! now i want pinstripes, dark windows OMG! GIMME!

Anyhow so the Bday is right around the corner 5 days in fact and im getting asked what I want. Well its one of those questions i was raised to never truthfully answer because its not proper. You know, like makes you sound greedy or spoiled. But lets face it, there is nothing wrong with answering the question as long as its within merits of reason. In my head, i never expect anyone to spend more than 20 bucks on a gift unless your my mom and alex, then you spend no less than 200 bucks HAHAHAHA.. kidding. So the easiest thing to say is a gift card goes along way if you dont have a clue on what to get. Itunes, Old Navy etc.. If you know me, you would know how easy I am (hahahahaha)=p

So tonight is Laguna Beach folks!!! Lets watch it and gossip about it tomorrow! Oh speaking of, dont forget tomorrow is UGLY BETTY!

<3 EYE HEART HEROES! <3

Did you watch it???? Did you love it like I did? Did you think the girl-friend of the artist was an overacted lame?? I love the Asian man. Hes my new best friend! Except i hate his teleport face LOL. YAHHOOOOOO!!!! And her dad is the debil you can juset see it! DEBIL!! Is it me though or does this try to be xmen by not trying to be xmen? hhmmm.....None the less this is my new Monday night show! And dont forget Ugly Betty starts thursday! We need to represent and watch this for our peeps! I can't wait!!

So yesterday we took the plunge! We linked our bank accounts and I am basically going to manage the funds for both of us. This means were getting checks with our name on it.. awwwww! we are now officially THE gay. Not just gay, but THE gay! I will manage both accounts and the bills as one.

So 5 days til I turn 31!!! I want Presents! LOTS OF THEM! lol kidding :) actually I have no real plans yet, im okay with it though. The mellower the better right now. Im in a mode of funk. Still doesnt mean you cant get me presents. LOL. I tried to convince my sister to buy me a Tassimo last night, since the Senseo is so last year! its now at target for 129!! thats like such a price break from last years 170. Which reminds me, im out of coffee... /cry.

Green Grouchies ATTACK!

HIYA~ PFT, POW, POOM, ZAP! BOOM! YAK, (yak, wtf!!!!). LOL

So this weekend was a special weekend =) there was drama, love, sexiness and the big "?" and the folsom fair (which i flaked on HA! lol).

Let me give you the recap of the wedding. My little cousin who I remember as a baby (aww tears!) was tying the knot with her Fiancee Lupe. It was a beautiful ceremony, touching, alot of love, alot of family. A whole lotta family in fact. My cousin Angel had on the most beautiful wedding dress. It was cream color, no train with deep red accents at the base and top with a Red Tie up lace across the back. Beautiful, just beautiful. The Groom Lupe wore a white and red tux, that matched the bride. I really appreciate true love like this. You really appreciate your family and growth and your lovie. Evette caught the bouquet, which is so ironic.. because shes claiming an engagment of sorts with her current boy toy. Number 2 better do it for ya lady! Actually I envy her, Tatas the size of 2 third world countries, puts the Hoe in San Jose LOL (LOVE YOU NANERS!) and I think shes going to be our Elizabeth Tailor.. you know Divafied, on to her 5th husband. mmhmmm

Anyhow, so the food was delish. Just ask the Aint no shame 2 her game chika. Im so glad her dress fit her the way it did, because im sure if she had some room in them tatas (oh speaking of cleavage!) she would have a take home bag hidding in their. And then we danced! Oh the joys of dancing with your family with that janky mix that we didnt care about. I danced with my momby, sister right befor Mystique performed. They had a band this sorta santanish sounding group that does covers of santana style music, just awesome. Very homage to your Latin heritage. It was sooooo cute seeing my little grandma shake her rump a bit too.. I love my family!!

Okay ill keep it at that, time to work. I got a full plate and my fat ass needs ta eat =p.

The Novella in the Village Towncourt!

So last night was a true novella unfolding before our eyes in the Village Towncourt. We went to our FIRST HOA meeting, even though we have lived there for 7 months now. Anyhow.. So the President of the HoA is this guy that I really don't like.. and well obviously im not the only one. It was an all out confrontational gripe fest of doom. There are some really outspoken people and it was in fact Dramatic to say the least. Someone there even had a speech to request him to resign. Me and Alex were like OMG OMG.. lol.. next time im bringing liquor to really get the party started LOL.

Anyhow why it was so hot is our roofs need repairs and there is 6 buildings total. They (meaning the HOA) mismanaged the money we had in our reserves and now we have this emergency situation coming up with enough money to do 2 roofs out of the 6. So there was talks of an assesment. If you think about it, it makes sense though. The money WAS mismanaged.. its roughly 35-36k a building per roof. Well the painting of our complex was 90k... why would they paint the buildings FIRST with that money and then say oh we have an emergency and not enough money to fix the roofs with a problem thats been going on for YEARS. So it was an all out battle with facts and lies and scare tactics brought to the table (im not even joking LOL).. it was exciting! RRAR!

Basically the options are they take out a loan that everyone must either pay 100 bucks a month for 3 years to cover, a 3-5k one time assesment feee per unit to cover the money. which was what presented, but people were prepaired. Now there is a fix one to two at a time as money permits. The problem is if say someone or someones cant do this, its a hardship and because the property is the collateral for a loan. It means that they would put a lean on the building until the debt is paid off... Scarry huh. Well now we get to vote and there are other options now that are on the ballot. Basically we are going for the fix 1 roof at a time method with a raise in our HOA fees to 300 a month and they fix 2 this year, more next year.. and no ones homes get a lean. We moved in, at the rainy season, and we got no problems (yet) lol, so i think this option works for us.. now its up to the owners for the ballot vote.. TBD.....

HAPPY FRIDAY!

leesten to meh!

A cup of coffee and blueberry oatmeal goes well in the morning with PMS. Just ask me! LOL!

Actually im not aggro today! WHODA THUNK! In fact its probably because i sense change. a day when i woke up thinking I owned my future and I could make it happen. Good or bad the risks I will take to make it happen and to face and embrace the change. I won't say any more than this, but change is good, and 2 make it happen I will do my best.

On a quick note, tonight is the HOA meeting of doom. Pray it goes well, or else ill be crying tomorrow LOL!!!!

Weeeeeeeeee!

The whore in me

Did you know I was a music whore? LIKE an OMGIGOTTHATCDTOO! whore.. ? lol.. And I know if you've paid attention its a regular subject here on the blog of doom and happiness AWWWW HUGS!

Well yesterday I had intended to pick up the new Paulina Rubio album. True to form I check the Tuesday updates for the AOL listening parties and low and behold the Fergie album was on there. Now personally I dont really like her single "London Bridge" that much. Its cool, but not my cup of tea. But then again so does everyone else likes it, its being played out. And you really expect the cd to be of that caliber. Boy was that a bad assumption. There are about 2 songs total on the cd that reflect that style including that single. Well reflect a dance style. The other tracks are nothing less than amazing. This cd is soooooo good, i had to tell the world! Well maybe not the world (my 15 or so people who i know read this =p).

So whats so good about it? It really throws you for a loop. You come in thinking its another Black Eyed Peas type of cd. Not at all.. She really sings! The songs are quite smoothe, some neo soul, r&b, a FUNKY old school dedicated tracks. The alubm is VERY smoothe and Im going to say this so dont shoot me. BUT remember when Fugees? And when Lauren Hill released this cd that was nothing short of OMFG!? I have that feeling here, Don't get me wrong, shes no Lauren Hill, (will there ever be another? Pffft) BUT as a SOLO artist she really shines.. Diverse sound, Some New songs that are going to be instant classics. This album is GOLD! GET IT!
(Here is the link)
http://music.aol.com/songs/new_releases_full_cds

The value of a friend

Yesterday I had a moment where i had a breakdown regarding a friend thats no longer here. I knew this day was coming since in a week and a half it makes it the 1 year anniversary, which is also a day after my birthday. I had read up on his myspace yesterday and there is this INTENSE post from his brother regarding some fake people trying to make themself feel better. I was blown away, like blown away. Its almost dangerous. There is a post prior regarding who I believe he thinks his friends were. Im glad im in there, and it just made me cry. You know loosing someone is like an empty void in your heart. No matter who it is. While we do our best to move on, and pull ourself together and do what WE think that person would want us to do. There is always going to be that void just missing. We rememeber them by the good times and even the bad and how that person was always there through the thick and thin. There is always going to be that void, the memorys that we will cherish, but I will never underestimate the value of a TRUE friend.

On that subject, I have many friends, like many many... but very few that I would call if i needed something. Needed someone to talk to, needed someone that shoulder to cry on. In fact, I can count on one hand. These are people that stuck by me through thick and thin, and together we are perfect in our imperfections. I won't name them here, they know who they are. Te amo.

By the way, today is not a sad day at all. It is a day to celebrate :) Every day is. There are many things to be thankful for! Today Fergie and Paulina Rubios albums came out! Of course I cant afford both, but i know which one im buying. Also, another place went up for sale today in my complex which is nice.. they are asking 385. The last single unit like ours went for 385 as well.. and ours looks nicer and we payed 20k less than that asking price.. so whats that mean to me? Well if this one sells which i dont doubt it would.. = instant equity!

Serenity

Sometimes you need a little time to relax, rejuvinate the soul, reflect. Sometimes there are places you can go, quiet times... me Serenity is playing a video game lol. Nothing more relaxing than casting a spell at someone in game and going he he he dead! Which makes me GEEKY! Thank the lord im a sexy beast. Well Sexy fat beast but whos counting! lol. Sorry my new Dell computer came in, and its SMOKIN! WHEEEEE!!!

Anyhow this weekend all things considering, i didnt play much video games. It was alot of family time, alot of Alex time. It was needed. Its been a rough week. And im glad to start a new one.

So did anyone pick up Justins cd yet? Can I just say OFF THE HOOK! Its definatly different and its very FUNKY! I have some favorites on the set.... some are too sexy for their own good.

Til Tuesday (awwww.... Voices carry LOL)

To FALL in love...

This is a pivotal year for my relationship and fall is one of those months that brings out the romatic in all of us. There is so many firsts right now.. Our first Fall, Thanksgiving, Christmas in OUR house is coming! WEEE!!! It certainly is special...

I find fall to be a light up the fireplace, walk in the park, leaves falling, the brown and red tones we wear kinda time of year. The dinners in the patio with a nice brisky weather. The chilly, but NOT too chilly cuddle on the couch, watching tv, Hot Cocoa or Cider... ahhh Fall is Romantic.

So if you have a lovey! Enjoy this time of year! Take a walk in the park, go get a starbucks, sit outside and converse and fall in love again. The leaves are browning, they will be falling soon... **SWOON** I sense a new Gap commercial coming!?! LOL!!!

Maneater

So do you ever hear songs and think oooooh hell I need to memorize this. This is going to be my new anthem. My new Living La Vida Loca! My Orale Holmes, esta mi cancion shhhhhaaaw! Your Oops you did it again! LOL ok i could go on, but im too grouchy to be humerous. Intiendes locos? Well anyway my new song to Memorize is Maneater by Nelly Furtado. Daaamn that song is saucy, and the video is smoking.. not to mention she is freaking perfect. Like beautiful, talented, a body that rocks, have you heard that voice... Shes a Maneater, make you work hard, make you spend hard, make you want all of her love. Fo sho!

So hows the morning going for you? Im a bit sleepy, due to the fact that I went to bed at 1 because I was playing video games (read yesterdays blog lol). But I have good reason, Im Alpha Testing a new game that is going to be HUGE! LIKE HUUUUGE! Im under NDA to talk about it, so I can't but lets just say out of the 200k people that applied to alpha/beta test it.. i was lucky enough to get in the 3rd batch of souls..

To the good times! To the chichis and why I love you so much! To the lamanchas! To Bee this weekend being a hoochie, where what happens there, can come back with you if you don't use protection lol! To Antonios liver! To Elan and her dirty pillow talk! To the Green Grouchies! Salute! **raises his cup of coffee**

Vices.. and your addictions...

So.. Yesterday as I got home, I realized how like clockwork I am. I walk in, give my doggie some attention, walk right up stairs, fire up the PC.. and on I go to Never Never land (read: Video games). My sister stops bye, but I end up playing some games right after as well.. then through the night Im geeking out like the big geek that I am. (thank god I aint ugly and the heffer beast geek) Oh that reminds me Alex stereotyped me because i went to the grocery store with him 2 days ago and i had a gaming shirt on and the guy at the register HUGE geeky guy. Was all being my friend because he plays video games too lol. Anyhow back to my story.

So i realized I have an addiction. Well not realized it, because its a given. So then I think about it.. what vices and addictions do people have? Some have Porn, Sex for some, some have TV, some Sports, Some eat, others drink (like 95% of my friends LOL), some like to shop (like alex duh). But what are your vices? And is there anything behind your vice..... addicted to beer because drinking makes you easy? or are you already easy? I know I aint easy... well easy on the eyes, yes... but I sure aint, easy like a sunday morning... Ill leave that to the rest of my lushes.

Til Tomorrow.

The Weekend Wrap up

So friends, family, comadres, ex comadres LOL etc... This weekend was another stunner! Hung out with my brother, at a aids benefit shindig at antonios. We drank. laughed, talked smack. I was imberassed a couple of times. I choked antonio, oh good times! Then we hit the club for a little tail shakin. Gooooood times! And how did we end the night? With Jack in the box of course LOL Spoken like a TRUE HEFFAH!

So today is the anniversary of 9/11. And as strage as it is, I can remember that day to the T. I know what I was wearing, when I heard, where i was when we watched the footage. Who I was with, how difficult it was to get by the week. How I think I cried every day. It was amazing, powerful, sad and difficult. I remember at work with Lorenzo (GOD i miss you) and we were so upset we were crying since we watched it with the rest of our job. Time stopped.. I pray that never happens again.

Life is short people, don't ever loose touch with what and who is important to you. Talk to them and see them every chance you get and make sure they know that you Love them. You never know when your or their time is up.

Every day you are given and wake up, make sure you thank God personally. Every day you get to kiss your wife/husband and kids, thank God for that one extra day. Every day you get to pester your doggie, you know what to do lol :) ahhhh life is good. Never taken for granted, always appreciated, the good and the bad. Its why its life :)

Til Tomorrow!

The advertisments of your soul!

Nifty title eh! Actually its the advertisment of the moolah monkeys! I have allowed a banner on my blog! So click away! Also I enabled comments across the board, so now anyone can leave comments! WEEEE!!

So I am having a sleepy meepy day as we speak. I dressed like a monkey, I feel like a monkey, YOU look like a monkey! So stop flinging poo! LOL!

Okay Ramblings aside, Do you not feel sorry for Lindsay Lohan. There are pics of her balling, I would be too if I were her. Being a victom of theft is never a good thing. I don't care how much people like or dislike her. Shes a human being and that sorta thing is scarry and evil and should never happen to anyone.

And what the hell is up with the Margarita that Paris drank that gave her the DUI. Do you REALLY think shes going to get a DUI charge? LOL. .08 is the minimum.. she had 1 drink, She went home after being there for what an hour or 2? Law is you stay overnight.. So.. I think shes gonna get away with it. Of course she is, She is Paris Hilton, The Media Monkey.. I wonder if she flings poo too?

Jueves dia de la Zapatos!

Today is one of them sleepy days, where you get up late, slug around, try to drink your coffee asap because your fighting off the Meepy Sleepys. (GAWD I SHOULD WRITE A KIDS BOOK WITH ALL MY SILLIES). Anyhow, so I am running late.. I jump in the shower put my pants in the iron (read:Dryer) and i get out, pick my shirt, get ready... Here I am thinking awww i look kinda cute.. then i walk to my car... and as i get to my car I happen to look down. WTF! Why did I wear my old man shoes with these clothes?! LOL. What did I do to deserve this? I think I look okay if you DONT look at my shoes LOL. They match color wise, but I really thought i put on my CG brown sneakers. LOL.. im laughing right now, i look rediculous..

So I wont be leaving work today to go to lunch or breakfast or anything for that matter until its time to go home.. I have the fugly shoes of old fogies on, and I can't have the Paparazzi taking pictures of me like this?! God forbid I end up at the back of an enquirer magazine in the WTF are you wearing section!

Happy Almost Friday Friends!

The grouchies of the wowchies!

Whoda thunk they would attack me on such a nice Wednesday! On a short week no less! OMG LOL. Its okay coffee is brewing, the world is safe! I was trying to sing and dance my way through the grouchies with a whole set of purple princely sing alongs.. including Darling Nikki.. I was going to try to gyrate in the car, but I figured i might get arrested for indecency or get in an accident. Better safe than handcuffed I always say. =p

So you all aware my birthday is in 3.5 weeks! Im starting to get the happy times in my noggin (and thats a WHOLE lotta noggin). Not sure whats going to transpire or take place.. I will most likely keep it mellow. I may invite some close friends over for intimate dinner who knows.

Oh yeah my new Dell computer should be coming within a week! Lets all do the happy geeky dance for Reubensitos Pepitos!! I bought a gaming rig, I should probably get a new game to showcase my system goodness! Any ideas? Of course the only game I want right now is Enchanted Arms and its for the xbox 360! Well that and Viva Pinata.. but that doesnt come out until November. But nothing that stands out for the pc. OYE!

Time to work.

The best weeekend ever??

Did you just not enjoy this fabulous weekend? Let me fill you in on my good time! Friday was a gaming wash, washed clothes, played games.. alex came home and we chilled together. Saturday was his Birthday! We woke up and went to breakfast with my family. Was quite nice.. we all ate like heffers with the shitty waiter that we actually complained about. My Grandma was coming into town that day and I really needed to see them. She took us to dinner at the Spaghetti Factory.. then she came over my house. And honestly that meant the world to me. I really was glad she finally made it. I really inside thought she would never make it to my place. And it was good quality time and she loved our housie.

Sunday was Beerbust with the guys for the fundraiser. And that was such a great time! Alex was dancing with adrian, i was being social with the girls. I was dancing with alex, i was drinking, taking shots, hanging with friends.. Seriously it was such an awesome time.. about 4 or so hours later we went home. Then came Monday the day of the shopping.. AHhhhhhh labor day sales are amazing! I got to pick some fancy clothes at such a good Price. Like SERIOUSLY good prices lol..

So was the weekend wonderful? HELL YEAH, i wouldnt have had it any other way! Sooo much family love.. so much love in general.. this is what life is about! God is good :)

A little somethin somethin!

Last night, I was up in the Willow Glen Barrio.. looking for something of ethnicity, when we discovered a place I have been to once.. called Aqui's. Can you just say... Delicious! For the budget concious folk, its about 8-10 a plate, 1.50 soders.. no waiters, so you can eat a REALLY good meal for under 25 bucks, with a desert you can share. I had this Crusted Tilapia... that was TOO DIE FOR! The food is made well, almost healthy. It gets an A+ on my places to dine for the couple on a budget. I do think I am going to rate places I eat on here, on a regular basis.. since we do try to get outa the house and eat every pay day :)

Everyone I want you to have a fantastic and SAFE 3 day weekend! I hope to be drunk every day, so I can enjoy my insanity while not having to wake up at 7. God bless my liver! LOL

TO Janet, FELIZ CUMPLIANOS CHIKA! 26 is such a great age! =p I remember growing up together like it was yesterday! I love ya!

TO Alex tomorrow HAPPY BIRTHDAY you big lovey!! I love ya and hope we have a fantabulous weekend!!!

To everyone else, I want stories from this weekend?!?!?!?!?!!

The day after!

So how did we spend our momentous 3 year anniversary. WE ATE LIKE HEFFERS OF COURSE! We drove up to soquel and went to the Golden Buddah. Its Alex's favorite asian resturaunt. Its actually a place he would take me in the early months of our courtship (eveyrone at once AWWWWWWWW). Then we drove up the coast as the sun had set and with the last remaining daylight walked along it. It was pretty damn beautiful out at night... the moon reflecting on the water, the waves crashing... quite a relaxing moment. We ended the night with a fancy pastry place that I got this white chocolate cheesecake that was TO DIE FOR. Drove home just in time for Laguna Beach.

Ahhh I love Laguna Beach :) not that you dont ALREADY know. lol.

Overall the evening was nice. And considering some of the things we have been going through lately, it was a nice change of pace, peaceful.

So whats on your agenda for the weekend?

3 Years! OMGWTFBBQ!

3 years already, and I can still remember the day we met. Which is funny because i cant remember yesterday. Like is a happy chappy I sure can tell ya. And what I have noticed is how much he is growing lately. (not wide wise) but in general and in a positive way. I hope I am too! And hopefully a lifetime of happy cheesyness! WEEEEEE!

On that note, Laguna Beach is tonight and our plans are to go to Santa Cruz to have dinner and hang out.. um is it bad form to be like Alejandro Guadalupe, Aucencio, Ramon, Fernandez, Perez, Jr, Sr. Can we head home, because I need drama on my boob tube. Hell probably tell me ill give you drama in your boobs and smack me in the chichis LOL. LOL.

Good times, for a GOOD day.

PEACE in the EAST! And in the WEST TOO FOO!

The power of words

So Yesterdays blog sent off a ripple of comments. I got phone calls asking who was it, was it them. Needless to say, people! LOL. Do you really think it was directed at you? Another person really thought it was about her, and I want to apologize to her directly, Bee, it was NOT about you. Keep being beautiful =p

To the individual who it was directed at. I do think the friendship is severed. Maybe its a temporary thing, but honestly its too much drama to the table for me. It is sad when i really thought about it last night. But honestly, i need good souls to be around me. Not ones who play games, and play them again even after i said hey whats going on. Have a great life!

On a different note, I decided im going to be more careful about my words. Look at Paragraph 1. MAN that was horrible.. the last thing I wanted was for people I genuinely care about questioning themselves. I love my friends, I require little of them, just be real you know.

So in the future im going to do my best to keep this blog positive! So many read it, and I should keep the negative to the minimum. It happens, but on to happier things. Okay friends! Lets bring on the silly! Its back to Cows and Chi Chis!!!!!

Tolerance and Relevance

Lately my tolerance factor has been tested. Its one of those times in life where you have to stand back and pay attention and figure out your next action. My normal reaction to situations like this is to verbally rip your head from your torso and play tiddly winks with your heart since i just crushed it. (Quite the verbose description eh). I am being tested and its coming from more than one source and one is closer to home so it really is on the one nerve i have left. Games are tired, and last time I checked I dont report to anyone but myself and Alex. So lets make the next point..

Relevance. Yes, oh how this comes and goes. Some things are relevant for a time period, and then they are tolerated and then they are gone. So the line is being crossed right now (at least 2 people right now that are about to be written off) and after i sat back and payed attention to it and the nuances that were occuring, I made a decision about how I am going to react. Do I tolerate you or these issues? Are you actually relevant in my life anymore? Do I care? Did I care in the first place? And well... have I ever been on the hunt for new people to call a friend. I actually have quite a large friend base. Of course 2 or 3 best friends, but the others are good people to spend your fun times with. its how it should be no? But as some people take my friendship for granted, some people walk the line of tolerance and relevance, I think I dont really need you. You obviously dont need me anymore. I wont mention your names, but i know both of you read this... and you will know EXACTLY who you are.

R

Blogger is the devil

And so is Allen S. Davis. This asshole had the "haunted house" that people tend to talk about in a neighborhood. Barezinsky and two of her friends got out of their car parked near the home about 10 p.m. and took a few steps onto the property, Francis said. They jumped back in when a girl still in the car sounded the horn, and they heard what they thought were firecrackers as they drove away, he said. and what does the asshole do.. he shoots at em. Critically wounding a 17 year old girl. Its the dare house, dont go there its haunted but go kinda thing. Poor baby. She is in critical condition and might pull through, although might be partiall paralized. Guy is Nuts! Its Prison for you freak of nature. (You should see his pic, he looks demented).

On to other happy notes, It is Friday! And my boss brought in Doughnuts. Ahhh the fat is praising the jeebus right now. I still need coffee and I will buy some this weekend for MONTHS in advance so I NEVER have a lame coffee subject to talk about again!

I hope you have fun this weekend :) OH one random thing.. It was late last night.. and I was talking to Alex and he was brushing his teefus. I was on the computer and was going to go brush my teeth.. So randomly i said Are you done, I want to go brush my chichis LOL. Totally freudian slip.. He goes well i know you like to scrub them.. As i grab my toofbrush LOL..

HAPPY FRIDAY!

Man....

Talk about the Green Grouchies living within me. I am a grump LOL! and i have NOT gotten coffee yet. so im drinking this work watered down whatever you call it. I think I should just go cold turkey and quit drinking coffee.. Lord knows the world would suffer for the 3 or 4 weeks it takes to detox yourself. THE WORLD would suffer... Hmmm maybe not... if they call me green grouchies now, what would they call me then? The Black Death? LOL!!

So anyhow, did anyone watch Laguna last night? It wasnt the BEST episode.. But I realized last night that I absolutely love Cammy, I can relate to her. LOL. She is an evil one... EVIL... and I have been known to have tendacies of such. However, I think im less evil now, like Half Calorie evil... splenda ?

Today I have a 1 on 1 with my boss! I have alot to talk about.. i better get this coffee on before I enter the room.. it could be the end of me. After all YOUR not the boss of me, but sheeeee is!

I am out of Coffee!!!

Oh My God! THE WORLD IS GOING TO PAY FOR THIS! My little senseo coffee machine is lonley right now going me me me... and im going I cant my little senseo... I CANT! Theres No More Coffeeee! /cry And I refuse to buy it at the grocery store.. its about a buck twenty more than if you buy it at target. Got to love that target, for the gal on the budge! (tm).

So now that im going to go drink the sludge that this office somehow makes... and as i weep inside, i have some work to do.

Oh I read my first review of the Paris Hilton cd by a critic. And they gave it a thumbs up =) Bless their soul. Good times, good music. I will know it by heart in 2 weeks.. just watch! HA! just in time for Justin Timberlakes CD.

TTYL "Dont forget to watch Laguna Beach tonight! We need to revert to teenage status tonight!"

PAZ

Happy Paris Tuesday!!!

So Today is the release of Paris Hilton's cd. The cd that she is doing well at self promoting. Is it good? I think its marginally good. Is it awesome, some tracks i think are well I know the remixes are OFF THE HOOK. Is there bad songs on there 2, I think were like eeew to me. Am I buying it YEP! So Its no secret Im biased with her, but you got to think outside the box here. Which is probably why her cd will fail. I think that she alreadfy dug her grave with her media antics. So lets diagnose her okay? YES LETS! its fun for me! Im a PARIS factoid whore!

1. One night in Paris. This was released without her consent. You know, many adults do this kinda stuff.. if your in a relationship, you get a lil kinky bust out the camera.. boom your own thing. This guy capitalized on it, made a ton of money, she saw none of it. The taint begins.

2. The simple life. Oh the joys of that show. Have you actually watched it? Its pretty damn funny. And if you actually pay attention to her at all, you will see that she really is a nice person. Not once on that show did i see her being mean to a soul. However america already hated her, look at number 1.

3. The Brandon Davis factor. Have you EVER seen her talk smack about anyone? Seriously? think about it.. NOT ONCE has she said anything negative about anyone even Nicole Richie.. they had a fued.. she never talked about it. Brandon has done all the talking in the notorious fire crotch video. It is funny if you think about it, but hes a total ass. Shes on her cel phone the WHOLE time. ALso you notice something about her cel phone.. its her defense mechanism.. she will be on it or pretend to every time something goes on. Smart!

So enough about that.. People have an opnion on her already which sucks.. shes trying to find her spot on this planet. And I think we think shes a spoiled rich girl slut etc... Fine, she has money, cant hate her for that. Jealous yep.. hate her yes, you will.. its nature to hate money folks. The only reason why we know about it and hate her more is because she blows cash out of her nose.. and the MEDIA takes pics of it.. blame the media for hating her.

So in a nutshell i see past everything and yeah were oversaturated with her.. she will be out soon. That doesnt mean this cd effort wasnt worth a shot. It certainly is as good as a Brintey spears or Jennifer Lopez cd.. remember people these people cant really sing. THey are produced.. and they sold millions of cd's... something to think about.

Good Luck Paris! I think your cd is pretty good! Your single Stars are Blind is number 1 right now on the billboard music dance charts. So it cant be that bad! (edited thanks Cass!! Brandon not Starvos! )

Weekened update with Dennis Miller!

HA if you remember that your OOOLD! lol.. JUST KIDDING :)

So this weekend came and went, was it lovely??? YEP! What did you do reubensitos pepitos you ask?

Oh i went and saw some Wyclef and Shakira working it out!! LE WOOT! The concert was soooooo awesome!! She has this presensce and voice and she is quite phenominal. Now i will admit her last tour was better in overall presentation, this tour was more raw and had feeling? It was about 75% in spanish which was even better! We were dancing, screaming, shouting, dancing some more... We had a blast. I was happy to have finally been to a concert with someone i was with. Alex is an amazing fellow you know! We are lucky to have such a good foundation. Oh that reminds me.. 8 more days til we hit the 3 year mark!!!!!!!! WOOHOO! 3 years!

Sick, sick oh i feel sick

Just leave me aloooooone... because i feel saint nick! Nah just sick.. was feeling sick yesterday, today im feeling the same.. EEP! i am leavin work early anywho, so its not that big a deal and im not on my death bed.

Sooooo DID ANYONE WATCH LAGUNA BEACH LAST NIGHT?? Oh my freaking lord. I really thought i wasnt going to like it... BUT UM.. YEAH I sure do! Its drama filled to the BRIM! Yep, Kyndra is a whore and the leader of the mean girls crew, MY GOD I LOVE HER! **bow down to one of THE royalest bitches I have ever seen on TV** visious guy stealing whore. Bless her soul, someone has to be the pretty villan. The whole mean girl crew is just something else. Like really, these girls are 10 times as mean as anyone last year. It was fun watching them be bitches just to be bitches lol.

And the guys this season? I decided Im marrying Cameron and Chase. Actually Cameron is a god to me.. they just dont get any hotter than that. I have a feeling he would do well in the modeling world. They are all hot and way hotter than last years guys.... YEP Im a teenage girl all over again! Im buying the next issue of Tiger beat! LOL!

On to other things.. im sick! Baby me! No llores mijo, no llores!

Reality

You know the reality of life is its one thing after the other. You get out of one ditch, you find yourself in another. Im going to leave it at that for now. No details, just know im back in a weird funk until things are figured out. And dont worry all is well really, its more a personal thing.

So on to other things. So my FLIPPIN xbox 360 internet connectivity does NOT work. Last night I was trying for hours to get it to work. And newp, no good. I was pretty angry and stressed over it, because some new demos (read free games) are out and I really want to play them. So today when i get home I get to call technical support and try to figure out what the problem is. At the same time I get to stop by the grocery store to pick up comidas for Comadre. Were having spaghetti, Garlic Bread, Salad, Vino and a happy birthday cake for my beyatch.

Oh Tonight is Laguna Beach Season 3! And it looks just as good as before.. I LOVE THE DRAMA!!!!! LIFE IS GOOD!!!


Love ya peeps!

Reubensitos

Holy Schnikeees..

Its Tuesday and Im a little sleepy. It is payday so thats a happy day in my book! I did my switch on my claim to 1 and its more than i thought i would get, so life is happy. It looks like all is going to be okay anyway! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I feel a lot of stress just leave my body, thats a whole lotta stress for a WHOLE lotta body LOL.

So onto random news. Did you know that Paris Hiltons singles are doing pretty well..? http://www.billboard.com/bbcom/retrieve_chart_history.do?model.vnuArtistId=699848&model.vnuAlbumId=788893

In fact, on the dance club charts, she made it to number 2 on the billboard charts? WHODA THUNK!? Its sad though because she should have made it to 1 on the pop charts, that single is pretty hot. I think the issue is people hate her in general, so they wont give her single a chance. I know someone who loved the song Stars are blind until she found out it was Paris's song and then now loathes it.. LOL funny huh.

Enough on Paris, Lets talk about me and talk about chichis! We havent had any fun with those lately. Speaking of have you seen mine? I think im going to try out for the next victoria's secret models. I think I would have a bra named after me. I would call it Titts. "You will feel sexy, with these Titts" ..... god im so good!

Drink her skinny, but she's still about 215

Morning Sunshines and Crunchies wunchies... Per the request of Antonio o o o o o o o ooooh (inside joke, well on the outside if you actually pay attention). There is no Green Grouchies today. Which means a few things... Sugar, in the morning, Sugar in the evening, Sugar in the summertime!

So this weekend was quite the mellow affair. I did alot of gaming, alot of staying at home, alot of pestering my little lovie doggie. I did cap off the weekend with a Beerbust, and yes bitches I fell off the wagon, I got a beerbust wrist band. Thats okay I had 3 beers i think. Well I didnt fall off the wagon, I was on it, drank a beer and broke the wagon. Under the weight of these chichis? Shooo..

Good Times I must say.

Did I ever tell you my boyfriend is weird?

So yesterday I came home from work and Hes in the patio with 2 dresser drawers that werent ones in my house. So i thought great he bought a dresser, im going to kill him lol. So he takes them to the garage.. and he comes in and i ask him what was he doing with those... Heres the weirdo part. So his reply "Well i was trying to put wheels on them, so I could put them under the bed for sheets and what not." SO i go Why? Why dont you just get an underbed drawer like the plastic ones or box ones they sell everywhere.. He goes Well I wanted them to be fancy. LOL... UM OOOOKAY. SO i tell him hes a weirdo laugh and next subject. But he is a little strange at times... ahhh i lub that weirdo.

HAPPY FRIDAY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe im just like my mother

Shes neva satisfied... WOOHOO! Words to live bye.. So i realize ive been on this psycho jourey of self identification and realization... the goal an epiphany and change. So I think this is what most people do with themselves right? The ever goal of self improvment "Loathe the things about you that arent in your favor, underpraise the things that are.." Time to give myself a break! While I am on the everquest of self improvment, I think I need a chill, a break, a drink, a little sugar LOL. I must be making Alex CRAZY right now. Oh boy! Bless his soul, he has one you know.. its a good one. I used to have one, but I think I ate it with crackers and cheese... MMMMM NUM!~

So Shakira is in a week!!!!! I am way excited to see my chika again! Remind me to tell alex to take off next saturday. Cuz if he doesnt get it off, im going to hit him with my Chancla. Hows that for a Mexican? shooooo!

The blue.. the blue.. the BLUES HAVE GONE AWAY!

Stupid Bizzies on my nerves them blues. TWO DAYS they visited me?! UGH! next time remind me to bring a bat, so i can bop em on the nugget. But as Elvis did and all the other men in my life, they left the building. HOOKER! lol

Its really intereting to think about your problems and whats on your shoulders in general and think that thats all that matters at the time. But when you take a moment to put things into perspective, your problems really arent much in the first place.

Sometimes I forget that the little things that do matter. There are so many things to thank God about. You woke up this morning, took another breath, took another step, Got to say I love you one more time, Got to bother my dog another day. I got into my car this morning and took a solid breath and looked around.. man I have alot to be thankful for. Those blues do come and they go... just got to keep the good in perspective.

The Green Grouchies return

Yep, its one of those days... I woke up feeling shitty, I look shitty, life feels shitty. I didnt comb my hair because I didnt care. In fact I realize im in a slight depression. Its sorta been lingering and coming, and yesterday it hit me pretty hard. I just laid in bed for a bit trying to think why and what I can do to snap it. I really can't place my finger on why it is (i mean i know, but i think there is more to it). I think its a combination of many things honestly, Finances, My appearance, feeling unhealthy, Alex, My lack of social life right now and a few other things. Alex isn't making it any better either. In fact I may have to school him on some comments he made yesterday. So today is a green green grouchy day. I am going to do my best to put on the mask of happiness... even though I want to bit peoples heads off lol. I need an asprin for this headache I woke up with.

So Run Run as fast as you can, you cant escape the Green Grouchies Man!

Responsible

Howdy friends, ghouls, bats and things that go bump in the night (and day if your antonio).

So quick weekend update. Friday was chill at home night. Lots of video games (THANK GOD I HAVE A CHEAP HOBBY LOL). Saturday was chill and we went to the movies.. saw Lady in the Water.. I must admit I really liked it. It wasn't as clever as some of his other work, but a worthy film non the less. I had wanted to go see Taladega nights.. oh well next time. Yesterday was a last minute beerbustie, that was pretty fun even though i wasnt drinking. Antonio was drunk and cross eyed as usual. I love that bitch, but i worry for his liver lol.

SO now on to the responsible. So I had a rude awakening when i had sent my mom some questions friday about taxes and property and what not. I knew she had a friend who was a CPA and so they got back to her with some answers. SO as it turns out, i was on a path to 86 my refund. So i had to make some drastic changes such as claiming 1 for now to see if can cut it. Im thinking its going to cost me 300 bucks a month off my check from claiming 5. Not sure.. Its the uncertainty thats killing me.

So with that change comes responsibility. Meaning, going out is pretty much axed, so is eating out for the most part. Now they are REALLY the exception. It was the price i paid when buying this house. There are sacrifices.. and until i see my next months paychecks and pay my bills accordingly, im going to have to take a real chill... Ahh so is life :) Its good I tell ya.

Reputation

So I had this strange epiphay brought to me by a video game. But it has to do with reputation. A reputiation is something you build in life. You can earn it by just making friends with a group of people, by your actions, by working hard, by the clothes you wear even,Some people are born into money so they have a reputation by their lineage,some people drink .... It could be all in the actions, or the moment. SO why bring this up.. well its simple, Some people spend their lifes working on theirs.

The funny thing about people in general and how fickle we are is THAT reputation or in corporate america repoire that you worked so hard to build can be stripped away in an instant. It just takes one bad action, judgment call, mistake and you can start from square one! Interesting is it.

Think about it, you go out with friends to get a drink and you drink too many.. next thing your a wreck and that person that you wanted to meet earlier sees you and thinks.. Drunk. Thats the kinda stuff that follows you... Weird... but it happens..

I dunno where this is going, but think about it..

Okay.. so on that random note: Happy Friday Beyotches! Im going to chill at home, so if your game to hang out, let me know! PAZ