The day after!

So how did we spend our momentous 3 year anniversary. WE ATE LIKE HEFFERS OF COURSE! We drove up to soquel and went to the Golden Buddah. Its Alex's favorite asian resturaunt. Its actually a place he would take me in the early months of our courtship (eveyrone at once AWWWWWWWW). Then we drove up the coast as the sun had set and with the last remaining daylight walked along it. It was pretty damn beautiful out at night... the moon reflecting on the water, the waves crashing... quite a relaxing moment. We ended the night with a fancy pastry place that I got this white chocolate cheesecake that was TO DIE FOR. Drove home just in time for Laguna Beach.

Ahhh I love Laguna Beach :) not that you dont ALREADY know. lol.

Overall the evening was nice. And considering some of the things we have been going through lately, it was a nice change of pace, peaceful.

So whats on your agenda for the weekend?

3 Years! OMGWTFBBQ!

3 years already, and I can still remember the day we met. Which is funny because i cant remember yesterday. Like is a happy chappy I sure can tell ya. And what I have noticed is how much he is growing lately. (not wide wise) but in general and in a positive way. I hope I am too! And hopefully a lifetime of happy cheesyness! WEEEEEE!

On that note, Laguna Beach is tonight and our plans are to go to Santa Cruz to have dinner and hang out.. um is it bad form to be like Alejandro Guadalupe, Aucencio, Ramon, Fernandez, Perez, Jr, Sr. Can we head home, because I need drama on my boob tube. Hell probably tell me ill give you drama in your boobs and smack me in the chichis LOL. LOL.

Good times, for a GOOD day.

PEACE in the EAST! And in the WEST TOO FOO!

The power of words

So Yesterdays blog sent off a ripple of comments. I got phone calls asking who was it, was it them. Needless to say, people! LOL. Do you really think it was directed at you? Another person really thought it was about her, and I want to apologize to her directly, Bee, it was NOT about you. Keep being beautiful =p

To the individual who it was directed at. I do think the friendship is severed. Maybe its a temporary thing, but honestly its too much drama to the table for me. It is sad when i really thought about it last night. But honestly, i need good souls to be around me. Not ones who play games, and play them again even after i said hey whats going on. Have a great life!

On a different note, I decided im going to be more careful about my words. Look at Paragraph 1. MAN that was horrible.. the last thing I wanted was for people I genuinely care about questioning themselves. I love my friends, I require little of them, just be real you know.

So in the future im going to do my best to keep this blog positive! So many read it, and I should keep the negative to the minimum. It happens, but on to happier things. Okay friends! Lets bring on the silly! Its back to Cows and Chi Chis!!!!!

Tolerance and Relevance

Lately my tolerance factor has been tested. Its one of those times in life where you have to stand back and pay attention and figure out your next action. My normal reaction to situations like this is to verbally rip your head from your torso and play tiddly winks with your heart since i just crushed it. (Quite the verbose description eh). I am being tested and its coming from more than one source and one is closer to home so it really is on the one nerve i have left. Games are tired, and last time I checked I dont report to anyone but myself and Alex. So lets make the next point..

Relevance. Yes, oh how this comes and goes. Some things are relevant for a time period, and then they are tolerated and then they are gone. So the line is being crossed right now (at least 2 people right now that are about to be written off) and after i sat back and payed attention to it and the nuances that were occuring, I made a decision about how I am going to react. Do I tolerate you or these issues? Are you actually relevant in my life anymore? Do I care? Did I care in the first place? And well... have I ever been on the hunt for new people to call a friend. I actually have quite a large friend base. Of course 2 or 3 best friends, but the others are good people to spend your fun times with. its how it should be no? But as some people take my friendship for granted, some people walk the line of tolerance and relevance, I think I dont really need you. You obviously dont need me anymore. I wont mention your names, but i know both of you read this... and you will know EXACTLY who you are.

R

Blogger is the devil

And so is Allen S. Davis. This asshole had the "haunted house" that people tend to talk about in a neighborhood. Barezinsky and two of her friends got out of their car parked near the home about 10 p.m. and took a few steps onto the property, Francis said. They jumped back in when a girl still in the car sounded the horn, and they heard what they thought were firecrackers as they drove away, he said. and what does the asshole do.. he shoots at em. Critically wounding a 17 year old girl. Its the dare house, dont go there its haunted but go kinda thing. Poor baby. She is in critical condition and might pull through, although might be partiall paralized. Guy is Nuts! Its Prison for you freak of nature. (You should see his pic, he looks demented).

On to other happy notes, It is Friday! And my boss brought in Doughnuts. Ahhh the fat is praising the jeebus right now. I still need coffee and I will buy some this weekend for MONTHS in advance so I NEVER have a lame coffee subject to talk about again!

I hope you have fun this weekend :) OH one random thing.. It was late last night.. and I was talking to Alex and he was brushing his teefus. I was on the computer and was going to go brush my teeth.. So randomly i said Are you done, I want to go brush my chichis LOL. Totally freudian slip.. He goes well i know you like to scrub them.. As i grab my toofbrush LOL..

HAPPY FRIDAY!

Man....

Talk about the Green Grouchies living within me. I am a grump LOL! and i have NOT gotten coffee yet. so im drinking this work watered down whatever you call it. I think I should just go cold turkey and quit drinking coffee.. Lord knows the world would suffer for the 3 or 4 weeks it takes to detox yourself. THE WORLD would suffer... Hmmm maybe not... if they call me green grouchies now, what would they call me then? The Black Death? LOL!!

So anyhow, did anyone watch Laguna last night? It wasnt the BEST episode.. But I realized last night that I absolutely love Cammy, I can relate to her. LOL. She is an evil one... EVIL... and I have been known to have tendacies of such. However, I think im less evil now, like Half Calorie evil... splenda ?

Today I have a 1 on 1 with my boss! I have alot to talk about.. i better get this coffee on before I enter the room.. it could be the end of me. After all YOUR not the boss of me, but sheeeee is!

I am out of Coffee!!!

Oh My God! THE WORLD IS GOING TO PAY FOR THIS! My little senseo coffee machine is lonley right now going me me me... and im going I cant my little senseo... I CANT! Theres No More Coffeeee! /cry And I refuse to buy it at the grocery store.. its about a buck twenty more than if you buy it at target. Got to love that target, for the gal on the budge! (tm).

So now that im going to go drink the sludge that this office somehow makes... and as i weep inside, i have some work to do.

Oh I read my first review of the Paris Hilton cd by a critic. And they gave it a thumbs up =) Bless their soul. Good times, good music. I will know it by heart in 2 weeks.. just watch! HA! just in time for Justin Timberlakes CD.

TTYL "Dont forget to watch Laguna Beach tonight! We need to revert to teenage status tonight!"

PAZ

Happy Paris Tuesday!!!

So Today is the release of Paris Hilton's cd. The cd that she is doing well at self promoting. Is it good? I think its marginally good. Is it awesome, some tracks i think are well I know the remixes are OFF THE HOOK. Is there bad songs on there 2, I think were like eeew to me. Am I buying it YEP! So Its no secret Im biased with her, but you got to think outside the box here. Which is probably why her cd will fail. I think that she alreadfy dug her grave with her media antics. So lets diagnose her okay? YES LETS! its fun for me! Im a PARIS factoid whore!

1. One night in Paris. This was released without her consent. You know, many adults do this kinda stuff.. if your in a relationship, you get a lil kinky bust out the camera.. boom your own thing. This guy capitalized on it, made a ton of money, she saw none of it. The taint begins.

2. The simple life. Oh the joys of that show. Have you actually watched it? Its pretty damn funny. And if you actually pay attention to her at all, you will see that she really is a nice person. Not once on that show did i see her being mean to a soul. However america already hated her, look at number 1.

3. The Brandon Davis factor. Have you EVER seen her talk smack about anyone? Seriously? think about it.. NOT ONCE has she said anything negative about anyone even Nicole Richie.. they had a fued.. she never talked about it. Brandon has done all the talking in the notorious fire crotch video. It is funny if you think about it, but hes a total ass. Shes on her cel phone the WHOLE time. ALso you notice something about her cel phone.. its her defense mechanism.. she will be on it or pretend to every time something goes on. Smart!

So enough about that.. People have an opnion on her already which sucks.. shes trying to find her spot on this planet. And I think we think shes a spoiled rich girl slut etc... Fine, she has money, cant hate her for that. Jealous yep.. hate her yes, you will.. its nature to hate money folks. The only reason why we know about it and hate her more is because she blows cash out of her nose.. and the MEDIA takes pics of it.. blame the media for hating her.

So in a nutshell i see past everything and yeah were oversaturated with her.. she will be out soon. That doesnt mean this cd effort wasnt worth a shot. It certainly is as good as a Brintey spears or Jennifer Lopez cd.. remember people these people cant really sing. THey are produced.. and they sold millions of cd's... something to think about.

Good Luck Paris! I think your cd is pretty good! Your single Stars are Blind is number 1 right now on the billboard music dance charts. So it cant be that bad! (edited thanks Cass!! Brandon not Starvos! )

Weekened update with Dennis Miller!

HA if you remember that your OOOLD! lol.. JUST KIDDING :)

So this weekend came and went, was it lovely??? YEP! What did you do reubensitos pepitos you ask?

Oh i went and saw some Wyclef and Shakira working it out!! LE WOOT! The concert was soooooo awesome!! She has this presensce and voice and she is quite phenominal. Now i will admit her last tour was better in overall presentation, this tour was more raw and had feeling? It was about 75% in spanish which was even better! We were dancing, screaming, shouting, dancing some more... We had a blast. I was happy to have finally been to a concert with someone i was with. Alex is an amazing fellow you know! We are lucky to have such a good foundation. Oh that reminds me.. 8 more days til we hit the 3 year mark!!!!!!!! WOOHOO! 3 years!

Sick, sick oh i feel sick

Just leave me aloooooone... because i feel saint nick! Nah just sick.. was feeling sick yesterday, today im feeling the same.. EEP! i am leavin work early anywho, so its not that big a deal and im not on my death bed.

Sooooo DID ANYONE WATCH LAGUNA BEACH LAST NIGHT?? Oh my freaking lord. I really thought i wasnt going to like it... BUT UM.. YEAH I sure do! Its drama filled to the BRIM! Yep, Kyndra is a whore and the leader of the mean girls crew, MY GOD I LOVE HER! **bow down to one of THE royalest bitches I have ever seen on TV** visious guy stealing whore. Bless her soul, someone has to be the pretty villan. The whole mean girl crew is just something else. Like really, these girls are 10 times as mean as anyone last year. It was fun watching them be bitches just to be bitches lol.

And the guys this season? I decided Im marrying Cameron and Chase. Actually Cameron is a god to me.. they just dont get any hotter than that. I have a feeling he would do well in the modeling world. They are all hot and way hotter than last years guys.... YEP Im a teenage girl all over again! Im buying the next issue of Tiger beat! LOL!

On to other things.. im sick! Baby me! No llores mijo, no llores!

Reality

You know the reality of life is its one thing after the other. You get out of one ditch, you find yourself in another. Im going to leave it at that for now. No details, just know im back in a weird funk until things are figured out. And dont worry all is well really, its more a personal thing.

So on to other things. So my FLIPPIN xbox 360 internet connectivity does NOT work. Last night I was trying for hours to get it to work. And newp, no good. I was pretty angry and stressed over it, because some new demos (read free games) are out and I really want to play them. So today when i get home I get to call technical support and try to figure out what the problem is. At the same time I get to stop by the grocery store to pick up comidas for Comadre. Were having spaghetti, Garlic Bread, Salad, Vino and a happy birthday cake for my beyatch.

Oh Tonight is Laguna Beach Season 3! And it looks just as good as before.. I LOVE THE DRAMA!!!!! LIFE IS GOOD!!!


Love ya peeps!

Reubensitos

Holy Schnikeees..

Its Tuesday and Im a little sleepy. It is payday so thats a happy day in my book! I did my switch on my claim to 1 and its more than i thought i would get, so life is happy. It looks like all is going to be okay anyway! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I feel a lot of stress just leave my body, thats a whole lotta stress for a WHOLE lotta body LOL.

So onto random news. Did you know that Paris Hiltons singles are doing pretty well..? http://www.billboard.com/bbcom/retrieve_chart_history.do?model.vnuArtistId=699848&model.vnuAlbumId=788893

In fact, on the dance club charts, she made it to number 2 on the billboard charts? WHODA THUNK!? Its sad though because she should have made it to 1 on the pop charts, that single is pretty hot. I think the issue is people hate her in general, so they wont give her single a chance. I know someone who loved the song Stars are blind until she found out it was Paris's song and then now loathes it.. LOL funny huh.

Enough on Paris, Lets talk about me and talk about chichis! We havent had any fun with those lately. Speaking of have you seen mine? I think im going to try out for the next victoria's secret models. I think I would have a bra named after me. I would call it Titts. "You will feel sexy, with these Titts" ..... god im so good!

Drink her skinny, but she's still about 215

Morning Sunshines and Crunchies wunchies... Per the request of Antonio o o o o o o o ooooh (inside joke, well on the outside if you actually pay attention). There is no Green Grouchies today. Which means a few things... Sugar, in the morning, Sugar in the evening, Sugar in the summertime!

So this weekend was quite the mellow affair. I did alot of gaming, alot of staying at home, alot of pestering my little lovie doggie. I did cap off the weekend with a Beerbust, and yes bitches I fell off the wagon, I got a beerbust wrist band. Thats okay I had 3 beers i think. Well I didnt fall off the wagon, I was on it, drank a beer and broke the wagon. Under the weight of these chichis? Shooo..

Good Times I must say.

Did I ever tell you my boyfriend is weird?

So yesterday I came home from work and Hes in the patio with 2 dresser drawers that werent ones in my house. So i thought great he bought a dresser, im going to kill him lol. So he takes them to the garage.. and he comes in and i ask him what was he doing with those... Heres the weirdo part. So his reply "Well i was trying to put wheels on them, so I could put them under the bed for sheets and what not." SO i go Why? Why dont you just get an underbed drawer like the plastic ones or box ones they sell everywhere.. He goes Well I wanted them to be fancy. LOL... UM OOOOKAY. SO i tell him hes a weirdo laugh and next subject. But he is a little strange at times... ahhh i lub that weirdo.

HAPPY FRIDAY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe im just like my mother

Shes neva satisfied... WOOHOO! Words to live bye.. So i realize ive been on this psycho jourey of self identification and realization... the goal an epiphany and change. So I think this is what most people do with themselves right? The ever goal of self improvment "Loathe the things about you that arent in your favor, underpraise the things that are.." Time to give myself a break! While I am on the everquest of self improvment, I think I need a chill, a break, a drink, a little sugar LOL. I must be making Alex CRAZY right now. Oh boy! Bless his soul, he has one you know.. its a good one. I used to have one, but I think I ate it with crackers and cheese... MMMMM NUM!~

So Shakira is in a week!!!!! I am way excited to see my chika again! Remind me to tell alex to take off next saturday. Cuz if he doesnt get it off, im going to hit him with my Chancla. Hows that for a Mexican? shooooo!

The blue.. the blue.. the BLUES HAVE GONE AWAY!

Stupid Bizzies on my nerves them blues. TWO DAYS they visited me?! UGH! next time remind me to bring a bat, so i can bop em on the nugget. But as Elvis did and all the other men in my life, they left the building. HOOKER! lol

Its really intereting to think about your problems and whats on your shoulders in general and think that thats all that matters at the time. But when you take a moment to put things into perspective, your problems really arent much in the first place.

Sometimes I forget that the little things that do matter. There are so many things to thank God about. You woke up this morning, took another breath, took another step, Got to say I love you one more time, Got to bother my dog another day. I got into my car this morning and took a solid breath and looked around.. man I have alot to be thankful for. Those blues do come and they go... just got to keep the good in perspective.

The Green Grouchies return

Yep, its one of those days... I woke up feeling shitty, I look shitty, life feels shitty. I didnt comb my hair because I didnt care. In fact I realize im in a slight depression. Its sorta been lingering and coming, and yesterday it hit me pretty hard. I just laid in bed for a bit trying to think why and what I can do to snap it. I really can't place my finger on why it is (i mean i know, but i think there is more to it). I think its a combination of many things honestly, Finances, My appearance, feeling unhealthy, Alex, My lack of social life right now and a few other things. Alex isn't making it any better either. In fact I may have to school him on some comments he made yesterday. So today is a green green grouchy day. I am going to do my best to put on the mask of happiness... even though I want to bit peoples heads off lol. I need an asprin for this headache I woke up with.

So Run Run as fast as you can, you cant escape the Green Grouchies Man!

Responsible

Howdy friends, ghouls, bats and things that go bump in the night (and day if your antonio).

So quick weekend update. Friday was chill at home night. Lots of video games (THANK GOD I HAVE A CHEAP HOBBY LOL). Saturday was chill and we went to the movies.. saw Lady in the Water.. I must admit I really liked it. It wasn't as clever as some of his other work, but a worthy film non the less. I had wanted to go see Taladega nights.. oh well next time. Yesterday was a last minute beerbustie, that was pretty fun even though i wasnt drinking. Antonio was drunk and cross eyed as usual. I love that bitch, but i worry for his liver lol.

SO now on to the responsible. So I had a rude awakening when i had sent my mom some questions friday about taxes and property and what not. I knew she had a friend who was a CPA and so they got back to her with some answers. SO as it turns out, i was on a path to 86 my refund. So i had to make some drastic changes such as claiming 1 for now to see if can cut it. Im thinking its going to cost me 300 bucks a month off my check from claiming 5. Not sure.. Its the uncertainty thats killing me.

So with that change comes responsibility. Meaning, going out is pretty much axed, so is eating out for the most part. Now they are REALLY the exception. It was the price i paid when buying this house. There are sacrifices.. and until i see my next months paychecks and pay my bills accordingly, im going to have to take a real chill... Ahh so is life :) Its good I tell ya.

Reputation

So I had this strange epiphay brought to me by a video game. But it has to do with reputation. A reputiation is something you build in life. You can earn it by just making friends with a group of people, by your actions, by working hard, by the clothes you wear even,Some people are born into money so they have a reputation by their lineage,some people drink .... It could be all in the actions, or the moment. SO why bring this up.. well its simple, Some people spend their lifes working on theirs.

The funny thing about people in general and how fickle we are is THAT reputation or in corporate america repoire that you worked so hard to build can be stripped away in an instant. It just takes one bad action, judgment call, mistake and you can start from square one! Interesting is it.

Think about it, you go out with friends to get a drink and you drink too many.. next thing your a wreck and that person that you wanted to meet earlier sees you and thinks.. Drunk. Thats the kinda stuff that follows you... Weird... but it happens..

I dunno where this is going, but think about it..

Okay.. so on that random note: Happy Friday Beyotches! Im going to chill at home, so if your game to hang out, let me know! PAZ

The Red Wall

Okay so for those who dont know Alex is the home decorator right. And I have been complainin that I want some color.. so finally he painted the bedroom wall a dark deep red. Its wonderful. I LOVE IT... its sexy, it touches my special places everytime I walk into the room. WELL... So im all happy dandy.. and I guess Alex heard or read somewhere that if a color is too bold that it gets in the way of sleep. SO what is going on now... LOL IM SLEEPING HAPPY CHAPPY! Him on the other hand is complaining he cant sleep and its because of the wall LOL. So this morning i got the best sleep EVER, alex complained he couldnt sleep. I told him that he is crazy, its psychological and that he needs to go to bed earlier and quit thinking about the wall..

So with this, I decided that he is officially a loony bird. Sorry babe, but I am having a placque made this week with your name on it and a picture of you against the red wall.. with the only word on it "Sleepy?".

Its Super Street Fighter 2 day!

Yes, it sure is SSF2 Day! What does that mean you ask? Well X-Box 360 has arcade wednesdays where they add new video games to the arcade that you can download and play. You can buy them for about 5 bucks. They Added Galaga, Frogger (with updated graphics!), today they add Street Fighter 2 Hyper Fighting ... I did download and buy Frogger, and play it quite a bit. Now I am going to download and buy SSF2 and then Next week is Pacman! HALLEJEEBUS! I WANT THEM ALL! However I am on a SERIOUS budget right now, so while i can't afford a 50$ game, i can afford a 5 buck game!! WEEEE!!

http://www.xbox.com/en-US/games/s/streetfighter2livearcadexbox360/default.htm

I do think I need to buy Joust and Gauntlet to complete my games i would actually play collection. Those are already on there...

Okay I just wanted to share that! Because im a big geeky kid! Adult Kid, but KID! Thats alright, Thats okay, your gonna pump my gas someday! (if you know where thats from 5 points).

So whos coming over to challenge me in SSF2!

Mean Girl?

So I have been told this many many times and it never quite sunk in until Oscar Chichi's said yesterday. And what was it that I was told you ask? Well im glad you asked! LOL. I got told yesterday "You are a mean person, but you hide it well". UM.. I am a mean person, BITCH! lol. And 15 minutes earlier, David had done the same thing. He said, why am i so mean? LOL so on the way home i contemplated this... Am i a mean person? What makes me mean? What do i do to not be mean? Do i even care? Oscar said instead of hiding it, i should embrace it and just realize that I can be a mean mean girl LOL.

Last week Alex had said that I was mean as well. SO I think the votes are in! DING DING DING! I am a mean person, I decided to embrace it.. When I told alex I was going to embrace it, he said THANK THE LORD lol. Embracing it doesnt mean im going to stay mean. It just means that I am going to accept the fact that I can be mean. Maybe acceptance is the first step in recovery. De-Stress, De-Mean = LOVE ME!

You love this mean bitch dont you????? =p