Lately my tolerance factor has been tested. Its one of those times in life where you have to stand back and pay attention and figure out your next action. My normal reaction to situations like this is to verbally rip your head from your torso and play tiddly winks with your heart since i just crushed it. (Quite the verbose description eh). I am being tested and its coming from more than one source and one is closer to home so it really is on the one nerve i have left. Games are tired, and last time I checked I dont report to anyone but myself and Alex. So lets make the next point..
Relevance. Yes, oh how this comes and goes. Some things are relevant for a time period, and then they are tolerated and then they are gone. So the line is being crossed right now (at least 2 people right now that are about to be written off) and after i sat back and payed attention to it and the nuances that were occuring, I made a decision about how I am going to react. Do I tolerate you or these issues? Are you actually relevant in my life anymore? Do I care? Did I care in the first place? And well... have I ever been on the hunt for new people to call a friend. I actually have quite a large friend base. Of course 2 or 3 best friends, but the others are good people to spend your fun times with. its how it should be no? But as some people take my friendship for granted, some people walk the line of tolerance and relevance, I think I dont really need you. You obviously dont need me anymore. I wont mention your names, but i know both of you read this... and you will know EXACTLY who you are.
R
Monday, August 28, 2006
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