Mean Girl?

So I have been told this many many times and it never quite sunk in until Oscar Chichi's said yesterday. And what was it that I was told you ask? Well im glad you asked! LOL. I got told yesterday "You are a mean person, but you hide it well". UM.. I am a mean person, BITCH! lol. And 15 minutes earlier, David had done the same thing. He said, why am i so mean? LOL so on the way home i contemplated this... Am i a mean person? What makes me mean? What do i do to not be mean? Do i even care? Oscar said instead of hiding it, i should embrace it and just realize that I can be a mean mean girl LOL.

Last week Alex had said that I was mean as well. SO I think the votes are in! DING DING DING! I am a mean person, I decided to embrace it.. When I told alex I was going to embrace it, he said THANK THE LORD lol. Embracing it doesnt mean im going to stay mean. It just means that I am going to accept the fact that I can be mean. Maybe acceptance is the first step in recovery. De-Stress, De-Mean = LOVE ME!

You love this mean bitch dont you????? =p