Well I am writing this Wednesday night because tomorrow I may not be able to. But Thusday (today by now) happens to be a day full of meaning to me. It is my brothers birthday, caries birthday and Lawrence's birthday. So tomorrow I will be giving birthday hugs to 2 of the 3. The third I will say a prayer and hope it reaches him in heaven.
Its crazy because when you think about it, He died the day after My birthday last year and it took me literally months to finally be able to let him go. And now that his birthday is here, it feels empty. Its as if that spot just re-opened and I am hoping I can keep a chin up for those who we are celebrating for. It is in the back of my head that this day was coming and I know that when MY birthday comes around this year, its going to be a tough time for me personally.
So Im a bit somber right now, and I hope that everyone tells anyone they love how much they mean to them every chance you get. Tomorrow isn't promised to no one. To my friends and family who read this, I know you know this because i am that way. I love you.
R
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