Alcoholic OrNoMas?

The last couple weeks i have been doing some reflections on my drinking and my socializing. Since most of my friends are drunks (love ya bitches but we are drunks helloooo!), anywho we are really birds of a feather that flock together. We cap talk shit go out get our drank on and rinse, wash, repeat. The thing is most of them are single, with Oscar joining the coupled fray with Carlos, I see a contrast in the partying and life in general. I think the thing i love most about my group is the extremes that we can be. However as I am approaching 32 this year im thinking should I try to fit in as much as I do? These guys love me unconditionaly and visa versa. I had already cut back going out, and I had a balance. With summer though im finding myself unbalanced already. Im drinking more, going out more, planning more excursions, spending more money etc.. Im starting to hit the club thing once a week again. I go out, im flirty, im drinky, im drunky and since Alex isnt out with me I don't moderate myself. I have no limits except my concious, and luckily that keeps me in check.

My worst fear is to make a mistake that could be costly. Get a DUI, Cheat, you know just do something stupid. Im not saying I am, but when I have been drinking as much as I have, it sorta sets the stage for a mistake possibly throwing away alot of things I have worked hard for. Now I give myself some credit, because I am smarter than that. I know better, I do make sure I have a ride home or a driver before I get drunk. But is there a balance of (Social,drinking,married life at 32?). When do I give up going out or drinking like that? The last thing I want to do is be at a bar and some kid says who are these old bitches, I will hit him lol. DO I change my surroundings and just go out once a monthor less than that and do other things like have dinner, invite folk over for a bbq and skip clubbing all together? Im leaning towards that and am ready to grow more into the adult that I am.

Truth be told I need my social time. I need to hang out with my drunk bitches, because fuck I have so much fun. But maybe I just change where I am social with my bitches at... what do you think?